Skulldilocks' Slimming World Diary Part II

Quick short update. Hope you all had a nice weekend and valentines day.
Wednesday- didnt make it to weigh in thanks to the storms seriously delaying my train home from work! :(
Been completely off plan not with meals but with snacks as there has been a serious collection of biscuits and chocs in the office and its all been a bit mad.
Valentines day saw me and the boy ordered LOTS of chinese, Lindor chocs, wine and ice crea.
Due to money and being damn awful for...well... as long as I can remember so we made a big plan so we shouldnt have to go shopping. Today is my first day back on plan. We'll just have to see when I snap back into it for good.

Sunday EE Day

Breakfast:
2x bacon
2x WW sausages (1)
egg
Large grilled mushrooms (S)
Baked beans (SS)

Lunch:
Low fat chilli chicken supernoodles with cheese (HEX A)
Muller greek mango yog (0.5)

Dinner:
Pulled pork with bbq sauce (1)
Wholemeal bap (HEX B)
SW Chips
Grilled large mushroom (S) topped with Quark and garlic
Salad (S)

Total syns: 2.5
 
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Got my doctors appointment to discuss the problems I've been having, bit scared :/ Was hoping these other workers in the office wouldn't be in this week but they're still here armed with another box of Celebrations and hobnobs. Gonna try and snap out of that this week!

Monday EE day

Breakfast:
Grapes
Mullerlight toffee yog
3x tea with skimmed milk (HEX A) and sweetener

Lunch:
Pulled pork with BBQ sauce (0.5)
Wholemeal bap (HEX B)
Mixed salad leaves (S)
Apple (S)
Mango muller greek yog (0.5)
2x celebrations (4)

Dinner:
Thai sweet chilli savoury rice with peppers (S), mushrooms (S), jalapenos (S) and onions (S)
Mixed leaves (S)

Total syns: 5
 
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Your food looks amazing today!! Hope all goes well at the Dr's xx
 
I can't go into the doctor's situation too much as its all a bit TMI but basically it was so pointless. My anxiety kicked in big time (I always feel like if its gonna be something bad, its really bad and if its not that big a deal, I'm wasting the docs' time) and then I was not put at ease at all. She clearly was bunged up with a cold and didn't want to be there. So she examined me for all of like 10 secs and then just gave me a cream. She said she "wasn't sure" what it was and I would have to wait ten days to see if the cream helped. But without going into too much detail, its causing serious constipation and pain when I "go". Needless to say, I came out of the surgery feeling no better about the situation and still feeling glum today. I found some scales at work this morning and seeing as I've missed 2 weigh ins and been off plan for most of the time, I wasn't surprised to see I'm now higher than my starting weight this time round. I know different scales say different things but I reckon its about right. I really do feel like I'm stuck in dark place right now and I can't seem to snap out of it.
I don't expect anyone here to pity me or anything, I'm just being honest. I think getting back to group with the OH in tow tomorrow will be my chance to get motivated again, well, I hope so anyway. All the girlies I follow on here are doing so amazing at the moment and I just wish I could bottle up some of your motivation and drink it!

On a kind of related note, did anyone watch the new series of My Mad Fat Diary last night? I completely fell in love with the first series but last night's episode was the most I have ever related to a fictional character. I won't go into it but if you've watched it, you'll see how it ties in with all the above.

X
 
Aww sorry you didn't get very far at the doctors :( it's awful when you're feeling crap and they just arnt bothered! Hope group manages to get you started again. Didn't watch that programme but seen it advertised but it did look good! X
 
Aww hun, sorry to hear you're having such a tough time *hugs* Your doctor sounds rubbish, having time for your patients & a bit of empathy should be a requirement of the job!! :(

It's good that your OH is joining you at group tomorrow. Really hope it goes well & gives you a bit of motivation. Its so hard when you're feeling low, & esp with the doctor being so useless, but you've done so well in the past & I know when the times right you'll be right back in the zone. Just try & take each day as it comes (easier said than done I know!) & I know you'll get there. We are all right behind you!

X
 
Bad.news : 6lbs on over 2.and a bit weeks
Good news : look what happened! Hahaha will go into detail about everything tomo

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Wow, that's so awesome getting couple of the year. And so cute you both get to share the award. Surely that must help a bit with the motivation!

And as Rochelle so wisely says, you will show that 6lb who's boss in no time at all.

X
 
Okay so time to elaborate on last night at group. I gained 6lbs. Seriously, hats off to the ladies who weigh in at home because this just proves how lost I get if I don't go to group. 2 weeks ago it was my nan being ill and then it was transport problems last week. So over that time its like 2lbs a week. Still bad but it was expected, especially after our Valentine's blow out. Kieran however, despite being off plan and not weighing in for the same amount of time, eating as much as me on V day, LOST 5.5 lbs! *******! lol

Anyway, it was so good to stay to Image Therapy. I could feel my voice cracking as I spoke to my consultant but I managed to hold back the tears. She knows with me its purely psychological - I know the plan, I am always full of new recipe ideas, I know what I can and can't buy. So when she asks how to help I just say I really don't know. She recommended doing the For and Against list and seeing as it sounded more therapeutic than anything, I've agreed. I think I'll sit down with Kieran tonight and do it.

So yeah, we won couple of the year! I have no idea why or how, I guess its because we're like some kind of comedy double act, everyone watches me when Kieran gets on the scale and loses, because they know half the time he's gone out and got drunk so yeah ahha.
On the serious side though, despite him being a bit silly when it comes to booze, he's changed a lot. He can cook for starters! Came home yesterday and he'd batch cooked some lean pork burgers for tea and frozen the rest. He actually stops me and gets strict with me and after seeing me last night, he is now making me hand in a food diary everyday to him for him to assess. Hahah, bless him! He's making his specialist meal tonight, chilli! Anyway, the fact the group voted me has kind of given me the kick up the bum. I want to prove to them that we can be awesome! Fingers crossed this happens.
 
Thursday EE Day:

Breakfast:
2x WW sausages (1) sandwich (HEX B) with BBQ sauce (1)
Tangerine (S)
2x tea with skimmed milk (1) and sweetener

Lunch:
Spicy tomato Mugshot (totally picked up the wrong ones, these blow your head off)
Apple (S)
Tangerine (S)
Muller greek mango yog (0.5)
Mini choc pary rings (5.5)

Dinner:
Veggie chilli - Quorn mince (S), onions (S), peppers (S), mushrooms (S), chopped toms (S), puree (S), jalapenos (S), red kidney beans (S)
Rice
30g Cheese (HEX A)

Total syns: 9
 
You're sounding so much more positive - going back to group and staying for Image Therapy was obviously exactly what you needed. And like you say, even more incentive after being voted as Couple of the Year!

Kieran sounds like a great help too, being strict with you and making you do a food diary each day. Hope he keeps you on the straight and narrow!

Here's to a new week and a fresh start. You can do this, that 6lb will be gone in no time xx
 
I really hope so Lil! Last night image therapy actually felt like therapy. I've been for therapy for my anxiety and depression before and most of the time it lead back to my body image and so on. Last night kind of hit home and made me realise I needed that again. Not to say I'd go back, but do some thinking for myself. The for and against examples really hit home and at the end of the class, other members were asking for print outs too and it was sad to realise so many people feel that way about themselves.
I'm praying something has clicked like it did for Stevie at New Year! x
 
So yeah, this is today's torture table
Why did it have to be my boss' birthday today!
I've been offered like 5 times. So far so good but ergh my faves!
If I don't get on it today, it could ruin the whole week.
Gonna just say I've had one so they stop offering me lol
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Lil, it's great to hear you sounding so positive again :) And Kieran sounds so supportive & helpful at the moment. I have complete faith that this will be your year. Well done on resisting all them goodies, wow torture is the right word alright.

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Could just dive onto that torture table lol! Aww Kieran is really trying isn't he? Sounds like he really wants you to succeed. Hope Chris cooks for me like that in the future! X
 
So cute that Keiran is monitoring your food diary haha! I couldnt have gotten through the past year without my bf telling me off when I wanted a take away, and hiding all his chocolate etc from me! Wish he could cook though!!

Cant imagine being around treats and biscuits at work... I dont even care for biscuits that much, but I have them if they are there :/
 
Oh dear, that is a torture table indeed!! Did you resist? xx
 
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