Rite well w did xplain yday n e did say sori n wed his mother was in a n e over nite so wil it into account lol...this waitin game for jobs is piss take tho whdv been orite if i knew for defo lol....hmm i thrt mum wud b proud of me lol rite iv chnged me mind again gna av mild curry with mix of cauli rice n zero rice see hw tht comes out like with spinach and mushrooms n onions b pepper gna try n mke it to 100g of veg nt the full 200g....with a dollop of yogurt hw does one mke the zero rice ne nycer? Ne suggestions? Tried the noodles was blurghh....lool...bt do wna try n bulk out the curry pack cz wil b avin two shakes for dessert as a paste....puddin yum have had a choc n cononut bar so far heh n 50ml of water fosh thhts mothing inir lool do need to invest in a new water bottle i think coz the old one has been over used n tastes funi mw even after washinn it out with liquid lol xx js hpe e aint all talk n no action cz hate thhem kinda ppl i dnt mind wasting me time if its sumt we tried n dint wrk out bt wudnt wna waste time on sum one hu says wil try n then e dnt if tht mkes sense lol xAw hun! Firstly I think mother's have an inbuilt thing in them to say stuff like that, I don't think they mean it that way. Mine was exactly the same I it used to really upset me! It's like she knew exactly what to say to get under my skin but don't think she fully meant it to hurt me and I'm sure yours is the same! As for the job, it could be the very best thing to ever happen to you. Take it from me I was made redundant last summer and honestly it's been a blessing in disguise, it's made me really think about what I wanna do with myself. You could end up meeting the man of your dreams in a new job don't invest too much time in a guy that blows hot and cold, you're a gorgeous girl and he should be tripping over himself to make you feel special not making you feel unsure of things before they've even begun! Day 60! Well done!x
Thanku clin aww lol no worries i wasnt sure maslef tht i wud last thing long lol so iv suprised meself lol n yh tru im tryin to think along wts ment to b wil b in regards to dudes n jobs hehe js tht it tkes me ages to trust guys these days espec after last ex. N after bein done over so mny times lol haha...been told iam too nyc lol im bankinnon these two jobs for nw n see what apens with both of them lolz...gna stay determined and optimstic regardless of what apens lol diet wise, jobwise and dude wise hehe....means alot wne u guys say ur proudof me hehe cz i dnt get ne of this at hme haha....i have also decided on ma nx day off nx friday in time for sat i will b havin a tuna wrap with turkey n salad in the wrap for lunch n a slice of bread for brekkie and um dno wt to av for din dins as yet lol bt see what apens lol xx lukin forwrd to nx sat n tri after n the final weekend of march hehe xxMy mother still drives me mad at 50 - they always say the wrong thing. I think there are a lot of us who are really proud of you though. I have to confess at the beginning I didn't think you would be here at day 60 battling away but you proved me wrong. You have a great deal of determination even with less than average losses you have kept plodding on and I'm now sure that you are going to finish the job. And don't be messed around but maybe give him a second chance. If it's meant to be it will work out - used to annoy me when my mum said that but turns out she was right on that one!! :clap: You're doing great!