I've been putting so much pressure on myself these past few weeks. There's no real reason why I need to be at target for my birthday. The bigger picture is that I want to be at target for my trip to New York & Vegas in November. I've finally lost the weight I put on when me and AP spilt up so I'm back to a comfortable(ish) weight again.
Soooo I've decided to take the pressure off myself, it doesn't matter if I lose a lb here and there, and have the odd cheat now and then, so long as the weight is still coming off. I'm not going to torture myself by trying to stick to it 100% all week. I am going to do my best to stick to it, but if I do veer of track a little it's not the end of the world, so long as it doesn't become a habit.
I seemed to be coping better with the diet and weightlosses when I had all my social events going on. Since they've stopped and I've been SS+ing 100% I've been stressing out about my losses not being what they should be.
In the event that I STS or worst still put on weight one week, I will have to have a 100% SS week. I know this is not ideal, and I'll probably going to go back to SS or SS full time eventually, but for now, I'm easing off, I'm removing the pressure.
So here goes, I've had a cupcake today at work, and will probably have one every Friday as it's become a bit of a tradition with my friends that one of us bakes cupcakes for Fridays. If it starts to interfere with my losses, I'll rethink this but until then.....