Surfhunny's Countdown to Florida

That's exactly what I'm like!!! I start the day so very determined and then something snaps and I eat way more than I needed or really wanted to but once I start I can't stop!!

Right let's do this!! I want to get thin again, I want rid of my tree trunk legs and jelly belly!! I need to try and recapture how I felt a month ago when I was happily SS+ing away and feeling happy to be doing it!!

My first plan is to keep out of the shops!! I'm going to get dad to get my water for me, then I can't be tempted. I'm going to put a £20 note in my car (for petrol emergencies) and leave my purse at home!

Oh my god, the guy Eric on BL had just hit the nail on the head for me a bit!! I give myself a pass, because I can lose the weight on CD so I allow myself to gain a few extra lbs because I know I can get it off if I give it 100% for a few weeks. I need to stop that right now!!!
 
Yay!!! Oooh Rhi, I saw a car today and thought of you reg was RH11BRO, made me laugh!
 
:D cool reg
 
Right I'm up and raring (well maybe not raring) to go. I have to do this, I looked in the mirror and my collar bones have done a disappearing act, my face is rounder and I really daren't go on the scales because if I'm back in the 15's I think I'll just head to the nearest macdonalds and stuff my face until I explode.

So I'm back to ignoring the scales for a bit, I'm going to have do this! If I don't I'm going to end up back where I started from within a matter of weeks it would seem!

I hope when I report in later on I'm still as positive, I'll check in at lunch time, to see how my resolve is holding up. Lunch time is likely to be my danger time, it's where it went pear shaped yesterday.

Breakfast
Bar

Lunch
Fruits of forest Shake

Tea
K Spag Bol.

Purse is staying at home!!!!!!
 
My CD diary words of the day :

Success is a journey
not a destination
Focus on the progress


Hope today goes well for you hunnie xx
 
Thank you Shanny. I definitely feel focussed today and I'm not going to start doing the diet maths, if I can lose xlbs a week by x date I'll be x weight!! Not doing it!! Right now I'm focussing on getting through each hour for now and so far so good, I've done two hours!!

I've just had a chat with the girl at work who lost 13st on LL only to go and put 15st back on in the space of 18 months. She was telling me she's started sw and it's quite sad because she blames LL entirely for her gaining all the weight back. I however blame chocolate and cake and bad food and not learning my lesson, for my gain! Anyway that's another thing to spur me on with losing weight. I have to prove to myself I can do this, and I can't let her beat me lol.

The nurse manager asked me this morning what size scrubs I wanted because they're ordering us personal scrubs cos the generic one keep going missing. So I've given her one size smaller than the ones I'm in now. So I have to lose at least a stone now, but in the meantime I can still wear these bigger ones.
 
I've been so starving all morning, and despite all the Easter cakes around the place I have stuck to it 100% so far. This afternoon there's going to be no opportunity for eating because it's going to be busy busy, that only leaves tonight!! I'll have to find something to keep me occupied.

Ive had a few moments where I've been tempted to give in, LM was going on about crumpets this morning and I'd bought some last night for a binge but never ate them, so I planned to have some tonight but I've talked myself out of it and I'll take the crumpets to my mum and dads tonight.

I wasted so much money on food yesterday because it's all gone in the bin, been brought to work for other people or being taken to my parents. I spent £25 last night :( what a waste!! BUT on the plus side, at least I haven't plowed my way through it all like I'd intended!!
 
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Mrs Lampard said:
You can do it honey!! That's a great incentive and we are all behind you. :) I hope you're well x

Love Jess xxx
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Thanks Jess!!! How're you getting on? I keep popping in to read your diary. X
 
mine's like 90% ok. had a few nuts and some cheese (so low carb) cause i felt it was necessary. probably wasn't though.
 
p.s meant to say. we're doing zumba outside tonight on one of the tennis courts. should be a laugh!
 
Aw I love it when you get to play outside, we used to do combat outside years ago :)

I'm off to bed now to avoid food temptations, and because there's a massive chance of me being called out as there's a theatre case lurking.

Day 1 in the bag!!
 
Yay!! :happy096: Well done, Surf! :clap:
 
:)

we didn't do the tennis court tonight and it was way too hot in the studio. nearly conked out. almost made a swift escape at one point. :)

going to do a dance next wednesday with another lady. the caipirinha one. should be fun.
 
That sounds fab Nikki!! I'm going to get the xbox out over the weekend and see how I manage that before I go back to my class. Need to get a couple of good weightless weeks under my belt before I start back at the gym again I think.
 
Thanks Jess!! Hope you have a good day too!! I'm off work today so I've had a nice lie in, but I'm going to go up to Gateshead to the Metro Centre in a little while. I've discovered that the Debenhams there sell my make up that I usually have to get in America. So I'm going to go and stock up cos I've been paid today! :)

I'm going to have a shake just before I go, then I'll be ready for one when I get back. So this is my plan....Day 2

Brunch
Chocolate shake

Late lunch/ early tea
Chocolate MAM

Supper
K cottage pie

Plus lots of water all day

I'm back in the swing (I think) ;) plus I have TOTM which may account for my wanting to eat bad things recently and for why I feel so bloated.
 
It's mine too, but just a big shame I'm not in America doing, that would be even more perfect :D
 
I've spent a small fortune today. It's been a long time since I've actually been shopping for just me!! I got the make up I went for and I bought all sorts of 'stuff' I didn't set foot in a single clothes shop lol. I hate clothes shopping at any weight! No matter what my size I just can't seem to find clothes that fit properly and suit me! :(

Never mind though, day 2 is almost in the bag. I've had my shake, my k spag Bol and I've got my chocolate MAM chilling in the fridge. Just need to get another 500ml water down the hatch!!

Oh and if anyone's interested Holland and Barrett have 5-htp at half price. I got 120 for £15. :D :D
 
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Doing well Sally. This week I have lost the plot! Must do it tomorrow regardless. 2 weeks Monday to my hols.
 
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