Rant Alert!!!!
Our work uniforms have finally arrived!! These are the uniforms we were measured for and ordered in December last year!!!! Out of the 75 of us only 4 people's uniforms actually fit properly. They are shapeless sacks
they're unisex but the boys tops are stretched across their chests and the girls tops are all tight across their hips. They are awful, it's meant to present a smarter corporate image but we all look like overstuffed scarecrows.
My uniform looks terrible my bum is far too big for it, I'm seriously going to have to crack on and diet my a$$ away fast!!! I knew I'd put on weight but really this is stupid, I look like I've been poured into the top, and the trousers are baggy round my hips, tightish across my thighs and they refuse to fasten at the waist!!!????!!! The only place my top fits is the sleeves :cry:
I'm devastated really and I've really only got myself to blame, but I can't help thinking that if it hadn't taken 9 months for them to arrive I would still fit into them now cos I wouldn't have been able to out grow them.
I would've noticed they were getting tight and done something then, instead I've gradually got bigger inside my old baggy uniforms without really noticing.
The woman in the sewing room said I could send them back for a bigger size (XL), but I want to be a smaller person not be forced to get bigger clothes :cry:
God I can't stop crying, I'm emotional because I'm tired anyway but I'm so upset that I've let myself go to this extent :cry: :cry: :cry:
I'm going to have to SS whether I want to or not because I need this weight gone fast, we have about 6 weeks before we have to start officially wearing these uniforms so I need to shift a bit more than a stone by then
I hate myself right now for being so greedy and food motivated
they say you have to hit rock bottom before you can start climbing back up. I hope this is my rock bottom because I can't feel much lower right now