Surfhunny's Countdown to Florida
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How's things Sally? Not leaving dl's now. 
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Hmmm I've finally put my finger on what this anxious feeling is that I've been having since the weekend. I've got this strange anxious feeling in my tummy, I get it when I'm stressed usually but I've realised whats causing it this time..... Eating!! I'm off the wagon but trying not to go overboard. BUT I'm feeling so anxious about what my CDC will say.
I've never done cd over Christmas before. Last year I'd been to the US and had no intention of doing CD until after Christmas and the year before that me and ash broke up at the beginning of December so I didnt feel like tackling anything but the Christmas booze and food
I'm starting again properly on the 2nd, but don't want to put too much weight on in the meantime. In fact for me I can probably start back on boxing day (might still) but I just can't do it now not until after Christmas. I've got too much booze and too many food occasions.
But why do I feel so damn guilty all the time?? And with every morsel that goes in my mouth I'm feeling like I'm gaining masses of weight :cry:
I've never done cd over Christmas before. Last year I'd been to the US and had no intention of doing CD until after Christmas and the year before that me and ash broke up at the beginning of December so I didnt feel like tackling anything but the Christmas booze and food
I'm starting again properly on the 2nd, but don't want to put too much weight on in the meantime. In fact for me I can probably start back on boxing day (might still) but I just can't do it now not until after Christmas. I've got too much booze and too many food occasions.
But why do I feel so damn guilty all the time?? And with every morsel that goes in my mouth I'm feeling like I'm gaining masses of weight :cry:
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get tp the gym. i'm planning on doing that. or at ;east doing a 3 mile run 99% of the days. been busy today planning. Managed to get through science (took me 2 1/2 hours), literacy and literacy comprehension, numeracy, music has just been done. still have topic (WW2) and ICT to do. will do WW2 first so i can link ICT to it then remaining literacy will be linked to topic work. I'll loosely plan ZumbAtomic as i have 2 PE lessons and an after school club to do. feeling better. was majorly grumpy this afternoon when i started. grumpy at having to plan and grumpy at going back on the 3rd jan. feel better now 85% to 90% of my planning is sorted. going to try to do it tomorrow so i can enjoy xmas. topic is the next biggest thing to plan.
Surfhunny
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I wish I had time to go to the gym, I just can't seem to fit it in around my shifts at the moment and the days that I do finish at 5 I just want to get home because I'm so tired. Hopefully thatll change at some point.
Sounds like you got a lot done today! I was in a foul hormonal rage this morning, shouting at other drivers and crabby at work, hope I'm not such a cow tomorrow.
Sounds like you got a lot done today! I was in a foul hormonal rage this morning, shouting at other drivers and crabby at work, hope I'm not such a cow tomorrow.
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don't think you'd every be that way lol!
lol!
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great things said:don't think you'd every be that way
Oh you'd be surprised!! When I have PMT the slightest little thing irritates me and I have no patience. That was the problem yesterday, I was irritable
I hate that I know I'm being snappy but can't stop.But I've woken up in a better mood this morning so hopefully a better day ahead!
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been having some wine every night and my finger are like sausages. scales up by 5lb yikes!
*Shanny*
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Gosh Nikki is it the wine?been having some wine every night and my finger are like sausages. scales up by 5lb yikes!
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must be. mind no toilet action for 4 days/5 days either.
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Oh my freaking god I have got a hangover this is not on!! I only had 2 bottles of Rolling Rock and a bottle of Koppaberg last night and my head feels like its cracking open. I've got too much to do to be hungover!!!
Horrible horrible shift at work yesterday evening, glad to have left at 9!!! Must be a depressing time of year for some people. 2 suicide attempts and lots of drunks, hope tonight is different!! No wonder I needed drink when I got home!!
So I need to drag my a$$ out of bed, numb the pain with strong painkillers (may go in for the kill with migralieve) and get cracking on my list of jobs.
1- do last nights washing up
2- bake cup cakes and rocky road for Granny's Xmas buffet tea.
3- wrap last of presents
4- take presents to mum and dads
5- take car to car wash (if time)
6- nap before night shift (most important job)!!
this is not on!! I only had 2 bottles of Rolling Rock and a bottle of Koppaberg last night and my head feels like its cracking open. I've got too much to do to be hungover!!! Horrible horrible shift at work yesterday evening, glad to have left at 9!!! Must be a depressing time of year for some people. 2 suicide attempts and lots of drunks, hope tonight is different!! No wonder I needed drink when I got home!!
So I need to drag my a$$ out of bed, numb the pain with strong painkillers (may go in for the kill with migralieve) and get cracking on my list of jobs.
1- do last nights washing up
2- bake cup cakes and rocky road for Granny's Xmas buffet tea.
3- wrap last of presents
4- take presents to mum and dads
5- take car to car wash (if time)
6- nap before night shift (most important job)!!
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i won't be on after tonight for a few days. going cold turkey lol
MinnieMel
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@ Nikki -- Yum, cold turkey.
Hi Sal,
Thank you for working on the holiday. It is not an easy thing and I hope that the patients who "visited" you at work appreciated your being there.
I hope your headache improved rapidly and you had a fab holiday (what there was of it).
Mel
Hi Sal,
Thank you for working on the holiday. It is not an easy thing and I hope that the patients who "visited" you at work appreciated your being there.
I hope your headache improved rapidly and you had a fab holiday (what there was of it).
Mel
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Thank you Mel. Believe it or not the only 'visitor' to wish us Merry Christmas was a junkie who was a high as a kite lol, at least she was in the Christmas spirit. It was okay as far as shifts go, fairly quiet. But I was on with an old friend who I haven't really worked with for a long time so it was lovely to catch up. A total difference for us though because we used to go out on Christmas eve every year but this year we worked together instead.
Hope everyone has had a lovely time over the holidays, I definitely have. I've just enjoyed my last meal for a long time lol. Really looking forward to starting SS tomorrow!!! Can't face any more food
So starting CD properly tomorrow as I have no plans for New Years so I don't see the point in delaying things! I'll be glad to get started to be truthful.
Tomorrow I'm starting a new 80 Day Fat Attack! I hope I lose more than 24 lbs this time round. I'm not looking forward to seeing what the scales say in the morning but it's just a starting point, I've got to start somewhere!
Hope everyone has had a lovely time over the holidays, I definitely have. I've just enjoyed my last meal for a long time lol. Really looking forward to starting SS tomorrow!!! Can't face any more food
So starting CD properly tomorrow as I have no plans for New Years so I don't see the point in delaying things! I'll be glad to get started to be truthful.
Tomorrow I'm starting a new 80 Day Fat Attack! I hope I lose more than 24 lbs this time round. I'm not looking forward to seeing what the scales say in the morning but it's just a starting point, I've got to start somewhere!
Surfhunny
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I think you're right Shanny it's been great but now I'm looking forward to my chocolate tetra for breakie, not so much looking forward to the water
So I've done the deed, been on the scales to survey the damage! And in 2weeks I've gained a whopping 9lb!!! Glad it hadn't hit double figures but geez that's still a huge amount to gain...... Having said that I haven't been at all careful with what I've eaten, if I've wanted it I've had it! According to my calculations I now have at least 49lbs to lose :cry:
80 Day Fat Attack starts today!! And hopefully in this first week I might be able to shift a good chunk of that 9lb gain it'll be glycogen (by the barrel load) and water mostly - I hope!!
So I've done the deed, been on the scales to survey the damage! And in 2weeks I've gained a whopping 9lb!!!
Glad it hadn't hit double figures but geez that's still a huge amount to gain...... Having said that I haven't been at all careful with what I've eaten, if I've wanted it I've had it! According to my calculations I now have at least 49lbs to lose :cry:80 Day Fat Attack starts today!! And hopefully in this first week I might be able to shift a good chunk of that 9lb gain it'll be glycogen (by the barrel load) and water mostly - I hope!!
