cornishkez
Gold Member
Sally thats fantastic! So proud of you, you really deserved that big loss! A HUGE step closer to your goal.
Well I think it's safe to say I am thoroughly p*ssed off!!!!!! The scales have not budged at all!!! For the third day in a row I weigh exactly 13st. I'm gutted!!! I felt so sure today would be the day, but no. I found myself wondering what the fricking point is of starving myself..... Nothing is happening, I wouldn't even say I've lost inches either I still feel as fat as I did at wi.
You have no idea how close I came to calling it quits this morning, in all the time I've done this diet I don't think I've ever had to force myself to continue.... I've had some real low moments but I've never been angry with it and now I am. I feel like the universe is playing some kind of cruel joke on me, and at this rate I'll never make it to target, I'm likely to lose the faith altogether. Does this diet only work well if you've got a lot to lose I wonder? I know the last st is the hardest on any diet, but on a vlcd surely it's not too much to expect to lose 1lb in 3 days??? I'm not due a TOTM or anything like that, I can't even blame that, aaaaarghhhh so blooming cross!!!!
There are biscuits on the table on front of me at work and I came very close to having one out of petulance, but gave myself a stern talking to and decided against it. I have to keep going with this diet because I'm a control freak and won't be beaten by a stupid diet!!!!
Anyway as the scales have decided to turn against me they can go under the bed as punishment!!! I'll get them back out on Wednesday for a preWI weigh. I'm not going to let them interfere and sabotage this week. Take away the pressure I'm putting on myself to get under 13st and it'll happen at some point this week....it just has to!!!
Sorry about the long rant but I am soooo annoyed!!!!