I've had enough of this holiday, I knew really before setting off it was probably going to be a bad idea. Mum and dad have done nothing but argue every day and I refuse to get caught up in it. I'm sick of eating junk but that's all we seem to have, I know I've really piled the weight on because my clothes are starting to feel tight. It's got to the point where I've decided to cut it short and come home on Thursday because I'm sick of feeling like a fat lump and I want to get back onto CD!!
I've had time to have a good long think about my diet and the choices I have. And I've decided when I get home to give it one last go, all or nothing!!! I'm not going to tell anyone not even my parents I'm just going to quietly get on with it!! I certainly need to get this extra weight off and take it from there. I don't see my CDC until the end of September which gives me 2 and a half weeks to make decent inroads into that before I have to jump on the scales again.
I'm going to avoid going on the scales when I get home and just judge my losses by my clothes. Feeling like this is making miserable again so I need to fix it!!