Sorry guys had a bad day today. As you know i have clearly stated the September is my month. The month i am going to make a difference, the month i am going to be a size 10/12, toned, slim and feeling great. This is the month i will start to be the old happy, confident me????? I have stayed 100%, been completely motivated and noticed the difference in my appearance. I have walked with my head held high and started to like myself again...until 1/2 an hour ago.
You all know i have had a massive leak and had to deal with the insurance company (very stressful) well the quote came in just over £4000 and the assessor tried to argue over stupid things. Dont get me wrong i resolved the situation and he caved in so i got what was rightfully mine. I get home to find a letter from the insurance company advisin me that the premiums have now gone up to £46 per month
! i was so angry. I dished up the childrens dinner sat them down to eat then called the insurance company. The man was soooooo rude
he wasnt interested at all. I was on the phone for 1/2 an hour and was clearing the plates whilst arguing with them. When i got off of the phone i realised i ate my youngest sons left overs :booboo:
I didnt even realise i had done it until i got off of the phone, went to put it in the bin and realised the plate was clear.
I am so angry and upset its unbelievable. I have been so good and focused and i do something like that
Its going to be hard enough losing the last 12 lbs as it is when i go up the plans but now i have made things worse. I am now glugging water (had 3L) to try and flush away the crap.
Sorry to vent but i am so disappointed with myself