Hi, I know i'm not on your team but I just wanted to say that you've done really well. One thing I learnt years ago is that it really helps to look at what you've achieved so far. You've lost a lot of weight and should be proud of yourself. All of us go through bad stages and gain weight but when you're ready just keep looking forward. Good luck, I hope you get back on track and everything works out for you. Sorry to butt in xxx