Sounds like we are on the same boat hun.
I've been struggling as you know, for a while going back and forth with my decision. Should I stay should I go ( can't say that without thinking of the clash song lol)
When I was at my crossroads last time do you remember what you told me?
You asked what would I advise myself?
So now I'm going to throw the same question out at you. What would you tell yourself if you could observe the situation from afar?
I get it. Packs ARE boring. But they're not meant to be the best tasting things in the world. They're not food remember? Try not to treat them like that. Treat them like medicine cause that's exactly what they are!
LL is designed to make you lose weight but also it helps to fix your relationship with food.
Try to think of that. I promise you that it will be worth it in the end. Especially because when you get to the RTM stage you will learn so much more and gain so much from all the knowledge.
Yes it can feel antisocial. But only you can control that. If you feel you're not fully involved in your social life just because you can't eat then I'm sorry but it's not a valid reason. You can still have a laugh and an amazing time IF your head is in the right place. Your loved ones have/ will get over the fact you can't eat and just deal with it. If not that's their problem.
I know sometimes it's just too hard. And it's ok. As long as you get back on the horse straight after.
I had a blowout yesterday and today but I know come tomorrow I'll be back on it quite happily. Yes it will slow my losses down but so what? In the grand scheme of things it doesn't matter. I have a whole life of managing my weight in front of me. In fact I treat lapses as a great experience of training myself to be disciplined and controlled.
Noone can be perfect at all times. Those who say they are they're either kidding themselves or are robots lol.
And no. Going on lite will not stop you lapse. Trust me. I've tried. At the end of the day it doesn't matter what diet you're on. It's ALL in your head. ALL of it.
My advise would be. Move on from the lapse and finish what you started. However it'll take you!
Come on girl. I know you have it in you. I'll be right here for you. In fact I'm on the same boat so why don't we help each other and do this damn thing!
Let me know if you want to swap numbers for more support!
Chin up chicca!!
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