And I've just put chicken and butternut squash in the oven to roast! Trudy, you're right, those wavering moments aren't going to go away, but you don't have to succumb to them. Just ackowledge them, and move on. Eventually they'll become fewer and further between (or so I hope!)
The company of a small person while you're running is a mixed blessing, I've found! They tend to race off, then collapse exhausted! Does Ben look cute in his passport photograph? And will he think so in 5 years' time?? He'll have a ball when you take him somewhere hot, with sand to play in and the sea/a pool to swim in. They're some of the best childhood memories, if you're luck enough to have them.
Well done on surviving pp Thursday. Enjoy proper food today xx