Little-Miss-Perfect
Doing it exante style :)
I'm really excited for your wi tomorrow xx
cybill said:Beck day 17 - this is a good one that I need to learn - it's about ending overeating. To practice I need to put more food on my plate than I'm allowed on my plan and learn to live with it on my plate and not eat it just because it's there. I'm not really sure how this will work with food replacement, but I might try it when I do a WS day. I've not got one planned until the weekend, when we're going away. I will try it then, to put more on my plate than I write down the night before, but then leave some of it /give it away /throw it away... anything other than actually eating it! I think I'll find this quite hard, so I think I'll put this on the list to practice more when I get back to eating food too.
It's weird what a rollercoaster this diet is. Today, getting my 7 balloon I feel on top of the world, yet it's only a few days and weeks ago I was really struggling with wanting to eat everything I could see. It's strange how it goes. I'm really hoping that following this Beck book will help me to learn new ways of coping with some of my food issues, and to help me create better ways of thinking in my head. I can feel it starting to work. This evening I wandered into the kitchen thinking, I fancy a peperami... but saw the credit post it stuck on my fridge and my list of reasons I want to lose weight. I read them all, and decided that I wanted to lose the weight much more than I wanted the peperami, and walked back out of the kitchen
(I'm sure I'll still have days when I'd happily eat my own arm, but hopefully I will have embedded enough in my head that I don't give in.)
cybill said:Beck day 17 - this is a good one that I need to learn - it's about ending overeating. To practice I need to put more food on my plate than I'm allowed on my plan and learn to live with it on my plate and not eat it just because it's there. I'm not really sure how this will work with food replacement, but I might try it when I do a WS day. I've not got one planned until the weekend, when we're going away. I will try it then, to put more on my plate than I write down the night before, but then leave some of it /give it away /throw it away... anything other than actually eating it! I think I'll find this quite hard, so I think I'll put this on the list to practice more when I get back to eating food too.
It's weird what a rollercoaster this diet is. Today, getting my 7 balloon I feel on top of the world, yet it's only a few days and weeks ago I was really struggling with wanting to eat everything I could see. It's strange how it goes. I'm really hoping that following this Beck book will help me to learn new ways of coping with some of my food issues, and to help me create better ways of thinking in my head. I can feel it starting to work. This evening I wandered into the kitchen thinking, I fancy a peperami... but saw the credit post it stuck on my fridge and my list of reasons I want to lose weight. I read them all, and decided that I wanted to lose the weight much more than I wanted the peperami, and walked back out of the kitchen
(I'm sure I'll still have days when I'd happily eat my own arm, but hopefully I will have embedded enough in my head that I don't give in.)