Evening chicas - you've all gone very quiet.
As you know, I have been away for a weekend of drunken dancing to very loud rock music - I feel rejuventated now I expect the scales will wag their finger at me on Friday, but I don't really care TBH!
I had another sleepless night last night - went to bed at 7am! Don't know what's the matter with me at the mo, I've gone sort of nocturnal. About 5 nights a week I just don't feel tired at what others would consider a normal bedtime. So I just stay up and go to bed when I feel like. But I'm also only managing to get 4 hours sleep a night most of the time which means I am constantly tired. Was like this when I came off HRT and had a rapid menopause but that was 3 years ago. So why I'm doing it again at the moment gawd alone knows.
I have been like this ever since I packed up the fags 9 years ago Apparently there is a little bit of your brain which helps with somnulence that is switched off by nicotine but switches back on when you quit - hence many folks find they have insomnia and are restless in the first few weeks. Well, in most folks it switches back off again but in a few (trust me to be one of them!) it just stays on permanently and leads to raging insomnia. I did test this theory a few years back by 'smoking' one of those electric fags for a fortnight and was back to my usual sleepy self within 48 hours However, there are a lot of questions surrounding the safety of electric fags and I also started to find myself craving the real deal again so I stopped. You guessed it - back came the ruddy insomnia! Some nights are worse than others, but I have now just got used to it and make the most of the lie-ins when I can. Funnily enough, I have slept pretty well over the last few days away - but that might have something to do with the sedating effects of Tia Maria and orange juice :8855: :zz:
I wasn't going to WI today as sleepless nights always means that I show a gain. But I managed 6 hours kip so WI'd anyway. I basically managed a STS (lost less than ¼ lb which counts as a STS as far as I'm concerned) so still at target.
Have been at or under target now for 67 weeks - but who's counting!