sorry to read about your grandad lou, and how hard things are for you at the mo, fingers crossed this can only mean things get better.
Good luck kath! You'll get there! It is in the mind, I totally believe what bev says. If you're heads not in it it's a rocky old ride of usually denial about what your eating. But if you really truly want it, it'll happen ( unless like poor annya it's medical as she's a trooper for not giving in!)
I'm on/off plan but mainly down to planning, it's always my fail point. Leave it too late to eat and j make easy quick (off plan!) choices.
Here's to a better remainder of the week! Xx