hi ladies ive had a terrible weekend completely blown it big time. alcohol and junk food since friday night. have tried to pull it around today but im too hungry to care, but i know ill care tomorrow. but, as i say to other people you have to have a life...this is the last planned weekend out until 23rd december so i will hopefully get back on course from tomorrow. i know i should go to group but i cant face seeing a gain on the scales, it will make me pig out when i come home cos ill end up feeling down, but i will go even if its a big gain, ill just have to deal with it, im gonna be gutted when i end up back in the 12's again though. oh well never mind. i was going to stay in last night but then my friend was upset that i couldnt go and hubby had planned a night with his brother so i felt like i was peeing everyone off. but i ended up having the dreaded pizza after having a skin full. i feel like i have let myself down which is silly, its just one weekend and i was on plan up until friday night and today ive had 2 slices of nimble and ham and am having a curry and plain rice for tea from takeaway so while the curry isnt great its not too bad. its so hard when you want to go anywhere to follow plan, especially when theres drink involved. i did stop drinking though at the end and went onto water which i thought was good, felt a bit wrong ordering tap water from the bar though haha. hope everyone had a better weekend than me!!