thanks felicity. i wasnt too bad yesterday, i tried to pull it around a bit. i think im just feeling that way out. i think because i went out saturday and wore a dress and it looked nice i dont feel that urgency to lose weight like i did, but i know im not going to be happy staying at this weight for the rest of my life, the dress may have fit but the rest of my clothes dont haha. ive got my sons birthday treat tonight, bowling and then kfc. great. i love kfc, i could eat a bucket of the skin haha. i have taken pork out though for tea so im going to do pork and veg and mash to fill me up before we go so im not tempted to eat it. i still have no motivation btu am just gonna plod along and hope it comes back soon.
my c text me asking if i could go to another group, im going to try to get to the thursday evening one, or even the thursday morning one, just to weigh in then leave. i need to know the damage, i should have gone last night but just couldnt face it at all, i had eaten so much over the day that the gain would have been huge. im going to have to do extra easy for te forseeable future which is dangerous for me cos im no good at portion control!! eurgh moan moan moan. im off out for a walk to get my son a cake for his birthday and to get some fresh air, hopefully i will come across my motivation along the way lol