The Secret Diary Of A Fat Girl..Has Her Mojo Back.. And It's here To Stay!

[Rachgleeson]

sounds like you have a lot going on to be thinking about at the moment hun. I hope it all comes together what ever it is you decide It would be great if you went back on facebook sorry not been around much, just been in one of them moods, and i didn really want to bring anyone down with me!!

 

[bunny_hops]

Ooo carrot cake that's one of my favs but it's gotta be moist and have amazing frosting on it lol!! Yumm my tummy is craving cake now lol mmmm xx

New York Cheesecake and carrot cake are my faves!! I make a nice carrot cake but I'll buy one, probably the one from the co-op, it's carrot and orange cake and the frosting on the top it soooooooo good!!!! The cake isn't overpowering either!!

sounds like you have a lot going on to be thinking about at the moment hun. I hope it all comes together what ever it is you decide It would be great if you went back on facebook sorry not been around much, just been in one of them moods, and i didn really want to bring anyone down with me!!

Yeah, I've managed to sort everything out, finally! phew!

Aww hun, no need to apologise hun, and I'm always here to listen hun, no matter what!

I will try to get back on facebook, I might just sign up and add you mini lot and just use facebook for that

 

[bunny_hops]

What a day I've had..the weather is going a bit funny, and it's making my head a little funny :sigh2:

Skipped breakfast, was running late. Skipped lunch, was running late, had a biscuit at my mums. I had a waffle a few hours ago. Will have dinner soon, although I'm not hungry.

So I sorted out my bank account, so I have my current account local with my debit card etc etc so I won't have to travel to put money in the one...yay!!!

So, I'll be starting Exante, not cd. So, I'm hopefully going to order a weeks variety box on tuesday and hopefully start it thursday/friday. I have my doctors appointment on the 26th, I need to make sure I've lost a good couple of kg's before I see her, so I may have to cancel that appointment and book it for a few days later.

I will still be having my monthly weigh in with the doctors and I'll still be getting my Xenical yay!! I won't be telling the doc about Exante. I haven't put the form in, if she asks about it I'll say I changed my mind etc

I haven't got in touch with the cdc yet, I'll email and make an excuse, don't want to mention Exante.

So that's all sorted now! phew! so I've got a few good days and meals before Exante starts, then the cupboards to sort out.. I'm exhausted

 

[Rachgleeson]

Glad you finally have a decision made, you must feel so much better hun. A weight off you mind, and hopefully the rest f you soon. maybe i should try this exante, still struggling.

 

[toofatkat]

Can I join it Rachel please?

 

[bunny_hops]

I'm just setting up facebook again... my family and friends won't be on it though, they said they won't add because of when I go hacked, so I'm just going to add you mini and xenical peeps

I'll let you know when I'm up and running.

Who are you on facebook?

 

[bunny_hops]

Can I join it Rachel please?

Who are you on facebook hun?

 

[Alex_1978]

I'm on Facebook if you want to add me when you're up and running (and that goes for any of you on here - just give me a clue about who you are when you send the invite!)
My Facebook link is under my pic on here.
x

 

[bunny_hops]

I'm on Facebook if you want to add me when you're up and running (and that goes for any of you on here - just give me a clue about who you are when you send the invite!)
My Facebook link is under my pic on here.
x

I've just sent you a request

 

[toofatkat]

I'm kathryn barker on fb. It's a pic of me and my lovely hubby

 

[bunny_hops]

there's quite a few of you... click on my f next to garfield and I'll add you

 

[bunny_hops]

I've had special k for breakfast, crisp breads and cheese spread for lunch and for dinner I've had veg and rice in a sweet and sour sauce. I'm going to have another bowl of special k before I go to bed I think, I don't really feel hungry, it's just I want them..totm made an appearance a few hours ago, I knew it would happen this week grr!

So any chance of loosing this Monday, is out the window Think I'll have to postpone my docs weigh in this month, will mean a week without Xenical, but should be ok as I'll be on Exante by then So should be able to pull things back for docs check.

It's a funny evening, nice fresh air, but feel a bit headachey, not much on the tv tonight, think I'll have an early night, got to face the ex tomorrow for an hour while I take my eldest to visit him :yuk:

 

[bunny_hops]

ARRRR!!! I really do hate men sometimes, why are they such bloody pigs eh!!

I had to see my ex today for an hour, when I took my son to visit him, when we left, he said.. "change your hair back to how it was, it doesn't suit you"

Everyone has commented on how nice my hair looks since my cut and new colour, a friend of mine has said never go back how it was etc, and I had started to think over the last few days that my hair was so much nicer and my face looked nicer too..

i did reply with "everyone else says how nice I look, and I like it and that's what matters" and walked off...he just grinned!!

effing pig!!

 

[bunny_hops]

Damn you totm!!..it's never been this bad before ever!!..but all I've done today is eat..eat and eat!!

 

[Mizkirsty]

What an a hole!!

He's obviously just shocked at how good you look!! Just ignore him! Xx

 

[bunny_hops]

What an a hole!!

He's obviously just shocked at how good you look!! Just ignore him! Xx

Yeah I know hun, and he's just a horrible person so I expect him to say such things..dunno what I was thinking!!

 

[bunny_hops]

Damn you totm!! Weighed in this morning 3lbs on! So the last 5 weeks have been all for nothing.. :deadhorse:

Oh well..onwards I go, I'm not too disheartened, I think it's because I've made the decision to go for tfr, and I know that'll shift it :fingerscrossed: still pisses me off though, that the last 5 weeks of hell I've been through have all been for nothing, I'm just back where I started! :sigh:

 

[Rachgleeson]

dont be down hun, the weight is probably due to totm anyway. The last 2 months i have only lost 4lb, how crap lol. You will do it now you have your mind set for the TFR, i know you can do it hun, you did already.

Oh that ex of yours is prob just jealous because your looking so good!

 

[bunny_hops]

I'm just fed up with myself hun, it's crap! I have my doctors check next Tuesday, I'm going to cancel it and go the week after, there's no way she'll give me the prescription, I just haven't lost enough

When's your next check?

Yeah, my ex is a total idiot!..he'll never change! sometimes i dread having a future relationship because of how he can be

 

[Mizkirsty]

Won't the doc give you a little credit if it the first time you may not hVe lost enough! Afterall we are only Human we can't be 100% all the time!!?

Sending love!! Xx