Hope you feel better soon. Wow I'm glad it's not just me that goes mad when they lose something, I hate losing things, if I do it plays on my mind for so long! I'm like you totally go mad until I find it, even worse now as I do it with the kids stuff and hubby's too, really freaks me out. Hubby's always telling me to calm down! Anyway glad you found it, phew! I actually found my umbrella yesterday that I've been looking for for days, was a new one (had my old one but just wasn't the point!) so glad I found it!!
Take care hun and have a good day xxx