Therealbbe's diary to skinnyville :)

[therealbbe]

Remember guys!!! Success doesn't come to you--you go to it xxxxxx

 

[Rkmriddell]

Awwwwww yeah when I get to target!!!! I have so much inside that I need to get rid of I really feel this is a journey that I need to do to enable me to move on with my life!!! Otherwise I will be stuck here forever don't get me wrong I have a great life at this point two amazing children and a fantastic gorgeous sensual sexy hubby hehehehe but I am not happy with me!!! How can I accept how much he loves me if I don't love me!! I was always told you have to love yourself to understand what it is like to be loved by others xxxxxx

Exactly the same as me! The journey is about me learning to like me. Im failing myself right now and want to be happy, for me and the rest of my family x

 

[therealbbe]

Exactly the same as me! The journey is about me learning to like me. Im failing myself right now and want to be happy, for me and the rest of my family x

Exactly!!!! They all love me sooooooo much but I don't love!! But you know what 3 weeks on this plan and I am starting to understand why I don't love me and I am turning it around. This diet is soooooo bloody good for me xxxxx

 

[Rkmriddell]

Exactly!!!! They all love me sooooooo much but I don't love!! But you know what 3 weeks on this plan and I am starting to understand why I don't love me and I am turning it around. This diet is soooooo bloody good for me xxxxx

It's really amazing how much you discover isn't it. It's learning the coping mechanisms, undoing however many years of bad habits, that's the important and difficult part eh! But together we will get there. I am determined of that. And we shall have a great team ideal meet at Xmas when we are all at goal an feeling great!!! X

 

[therealbbe]

It's really amazing how much you discover isn't it. It's learning the coping mechanisms, undoing however many years of bad habits, that's the important and difficult part eh! But together we will get there. I am determined of that. And we shall have a great team ideal meet at Xmas when we are all at goal an feeling great!!! X

Ohhhhhj yeah wouldn't that be cool!!! And yes learning mechs that is what I have to do for sure xxxx

 

[notlongnow]

Exactly!!!! They all love me sooooooo much but I don't love!! But you know what 3 weeks on this plan and I am starting to understand why I don't love me and I am turning it around. This diet is soooooo bloody good for me xxxxx

Can totally relate to this - need to love me too!!!

 

[therealbbe]

Can totally relate to this - need to love me too!!!

Yup exactly xxxx

 

[therealbbe]

Well guys it's day 24 wow where has the time gone!!! I made homemade lasagne for tea tonight with dough balls and garlic bread hubby said it was one of the best ever made did homemade cheese sauce instead of plain white sauce heheheheh hard not trying it as I was cooking it or knowing if was cooked lol but it went down a treat so the day is nearly over have one pack left and made my next milestone to 25 days!!! Need 7 lbs to get into next stone bracket which is amazing as I was lb off 17 stone so to get into the 14's would me mental great mental though hehrheheheh hope you all having a great day xxxxxx

 

[notlongnow]

Great result - well done you - you'll be in the 14s very soon. Lasagne sounds yummy!!

 

[Rkmriddell]

Well guys it's day 24 wow where has the time gone!!! I made homemade lasagne for tea tonight with dough balls and garlic bread hubby said it was one of the best ever made did homemade cheese sauce instead of plain white sauce heheheheh hard not trying it as I was cooking it or knowing if was cooked lol but it went down a treat so the day is nearly over have one pack left and made my next milestone to 25 days!!! Need 7 lbs to get into next stone bracket which is amazing as I was lb off 17 stone so to get into the 14's would me mental great mental though hehrheheheh hope you all having a great day xxxxxx

Counting down those stones!! Love lasagne. Hubby's favourite it is hard not trying though isn't it. I was same making it last week couldn't check whether I'd put enough seasoning etc lol x

 

[therealbbe]

Great result - well done you - you'll be in the 14s very soon. Lasagne sounds yummy!!

Awwwwwww thank you I hope so couple weeks fingers crossed eeeeeeek how exciting xxx

 

[therealbbe]

Counting down those stones!! Love lasagne. Hubby's favourite it is hard not trying though isn't it. I was same making it last week couldn't check whether I'd put enough seasoning etc lol x

I know bex so hard isn't it!!!! I was like going to lick my finger and went **** I can't hahahahahaha xxxxx

 

[Rkmriddell]

I know bex so hard isn't it!!!! I was like going to lick my finger and went **** I can't hahahahahaha xxxxx

Changing the habits of a lifetime though hunni that's what we're doing. And changing those habits means no coming back x

 

[therealbbe]

Changing the habits of a lifetime though hunni that's what we're doing. And changing those habits means no coming back x

Yeah I just can't wait to make something and not think about doing it!!! Lol xxx

 

[Rkmriddell]

Yeah I just can't wait to make something and not think about doing it!!! Lol xxx

It'll come I'm quite looking forward to the refeed this time and leaning. Just know I need to take it slowly x

 

[therealbbe]

It'll come I'm quite looking forward to the refeed this time and leaning. Just know I need to take it slowly x

Yeah and with the lasagne I would have salad Hehehehehe xxx

 

[jojo73]

I found it hard other day when making cakes as I would automatically lick my fingers.... Old habits die out soon been busy so taking while to catch up with you all x

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[Rkmriddell]

Yeah and with the lasagne I would have salad Hehehehehe xxx

What would you have had before? We have salad but I would have a good chunk of lasagne and mate a garlic baguette. Like the whole thing? No wonder I was fat. The way I make the lasagne was fine but I need in future to at least halve my portion and have it with a bigger salad and maybe a garlic slice. I started buying these instead of the baguette for when I cook for hubby and the kids as I don't have to cook the whole thing then. Bit of portion control eh x

 

[Zest for Life]

Your doing amazing on this diet !
Just think, you will probably hit the 2 st Mark very soon, That will be 2st in a month! That's bloody awesome xxx

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[therealbbe]

I found it hard other day when making cakes as I would automatically lick my fingers.... Old habits die out soon been busy so taking while to catch up with you all x

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I hope so i really do!! I think i will always be a tester with fingers lol!!! Anyway Jo hope ya having a glorious bank holiday Monday xxxx