Therealbbe's diary to skinnyville :)

**** my bar fell into the bath I should be grateful It wasn't my phone see I have learnt already save phone let food drop pmsl xxxx
 
Have just had phone convo with my friend the one that only managed 5 days she was saying why do I want to lose weight is it to like people to look at me and go oooooo sexy. WTF!!! I said I want to lose weigh to stop people looking at me!! Oh my God why can't people understand I am not doing this for "yo sexy you look fit" I am doing it so I am not the fat friend being starred at or called names at theme parks when I want to walk past people and need to ask them to move!!! Grrrrrrrr pissed me off big time!! It doesn't help I am tall so I am taller than my friends "jolly green giant" my friend is also only 5ft 2 if lucky and always been smaller than me she is 14 stone something well another stone and I will be except I am 5ft 10!!! Maybe it's jealousy I don't know just confused now why she would think that about me wanting to do this for attention and to be honest I get loads off my hubby and I means loads I dont need anything more :D
Sorry for the rambling folks xxxxxx
 
therealbbe said:
Have just had phone convo with my friend the one that only managed 5 days she was saying why do I want to lose weight is it to like people to look at me and go oooooo sexy. WTF!!! I said I want to lose weigh to stop people looking at me!! Oh my God why can't people understand I am not doing this for "yo sexy you look fit" I am doing it so I am not the fat friend being starred at or called names at theme parks when I want to walk past people and need to ask them to move!!! Grrrrrrrr pissed me off big time!! It doesn't help I am tall so I am taller than my friends "jolly green giant" my friend is also only 5ft 2 if lucky and always been smaller than me she is 14 stone something well another stone and I will be except I am 5ft 10!!! Maybe it's jealousy I don't know just confused now why she would think that about me wanting to do this for attention and to be honest I get loads off my hubby and I means loads I dont need anything more :D
Sorry for the rambling folks xxxxxx
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It's definitely jealousy. Some people just dont get it. I forever hear you're fine as you are. I don't care how they feel about me it's about how I feel about me. People are nightmares just ignore them and know that we understand xxx
 
Rkmriddell said:
It's definitely jealousy. Some people just dont get it. I forever hear you're fine as you are. I don't care how they feel about me it's about how I feel about me. People are nightmares just ignore them and know that we understand xxx
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No one ever says to me, your fine as you are! Infact I say to my friends, look at me, how the **** did I get like this?! They say I should sort myself out. They all offer to go classes, jogging, whatever, they so helpful. I'm lucky all my friends are nice :)
Bit still I wonder how the ef did I let myself get like this.! It's discusting!
I'm sorry but your mate saying oooo sexy!!! She sounds like a nutter! Not cos your not sexy, lol but for saying what she did xxx

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Rkmriddell said:
It's definitely jealousy. Some people just dont get it. I forever hear you're fine as you are. I don't care how they feel about me it's about how I feel about me. People are nightmares just ignore them and know that we understand xxx
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Knowing you understand allows me to say these things otherwise they would build up she is saying why you doing this come to WW with me!! I don't want to!!! God people should all piss off and leave me alone and let this team do it ourselves heheheheh xxxx
 
Zest for Life said:
No one ever says to me, your fine as you are! Infact I say to my friends, look at me, how the **** did I get like this?! They say I should sort myself out. They all offer to go classes, jogging, whatever, they so helpful. I'm lucky all my friends are nice :)
Bit still I wonder how the ef did I let myself get like this.! It's discusting!
I'm sorry but your mate saying oooo sexy!!! She sounds like a nutter! Not cos your not sexy, lol but for saying what she did xxx

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Hahahahahha thanks girls that did make me Laff. Think I was surprised that 6 weeks ago she tried it and did 5 days and crumbled she gave me the r est of her supplies when I told her I was going to have a go ps I didn't even know she had tried it she just asked to take me out for my birthday for a meal and I said nope she was very supportive and wished me luck all the way saying your stronger than me but now it's just it horrible how can you do it never in a million years would I try that again and money how can you afford it!! She is very supportive but sometimes she says some ugly things and maybe it's because she doesn't like herself much at then moment and we always dieted together and fell off wagon together as well lol xxxx
 
therealbbe said:
Hahahahahha thanks girls that did make me Laff. Think I was surprised that 6 weeks ago she tried it and did 5 days and crumbled she gave me the r est of her supplies when I told her I was going to have a go ps I didn't even know she had tried it she just asked to take me out for my birthday for a meal and I said nope she was very supportive and wished me luck all the way saying your stronger than me but now it's just it horrible how can you do it never in a million years would I try that again and money how can you afford it!! She is very supportive but sometimes she says some ugly things and maybe it's because she doesn't like herself much at then moment and we always dieted together and fell off wagon together as well lol xxxx
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Ah hun it's just jealousy and resentment because you're succeeding at cd whilst she's probably failing at ww too. X
 
Rkmriddell said:
Ah hun it's just jealousy and resentment because you're succeeding at cd whilst she's probably failing at ww too. X
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Yeah she is t doing anything at then moment anyway changing subjects my hubby is amazing he just made me choc shake he always does everything for me I do love him so much
Ps sometimes I like to do it myself but he likes to feed me Hehehehehe xxx
 
therealbbe said:
Yeah she is t doing anything at then moment anyway changing subjects my hubby is amazing he just made me choc shake he always does everything for me I do love him so much
Ps sometimes I like to do it myself but he likes to feed me Hehehehehe xxx
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Your lucky, my hubby doesn't really do anything like that. His a funny bugger sometimes, think from where he was bought up as an only child. I yell my boys, never marry an only child. They ate selfish, sorry if any of you are only children xxx I probably shouldn't day that should I ?!!! X

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therealbbe said:
Yeah she is t doing anything at then moment anyway changing subjects my hubby is amazing he just made me choc shake he always does everything for me I do love him so much
Ps sometimes I like to do it myself but he likes to feed me Hehehehehe xxx
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You're a very lucky lady x
 
Zest for Life said:
Your lucky, my hubby doesn't really do anything like that. His a funny bugger sometimes, think from where he was bought up as an only child. I yell my boys, never marry an only child. They ate selfish, sorry if any of you are only children xxx I probably shouldn't day that should I ?!!! X

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Lol makes sense tho! X
 
therealbbe said:
Have just had phone convo with my friend the one that only managed 5 days she was saying why do I want to lose weight is it to like people to look at me and go oooooo sexy. WTF!!! I said I want to lose weigh to stop people looking at me!! Oh my God why can't people understand I am not doing this for "yo sexy you look fit" I am doing it so I am not the fat friend being starred at or called names at theme parks when I want to walk past people and need to ask them to move!!! Grrrrrrrr pissed me off big time!! It doesn't help I am tall so I am taller than my friends "jolly green giant" my friend is also only 5ft 2 if lucky and always been smaller than me she is 14 stone something well another stone and I will be except I am 5ft 10!!! Maybe it's jealousy I don't know just confused now why she would think that about me wanting to do this for attention and to be honest I get loads off my hubby and I means loads I dont need anything more :D
Sorry for the rambling folks xxxxxx
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Sometimes people don't like the fact that you are obviously succeeding at this where they failed. Makes them look at themselves so if they can derail you in one way or another then al good. So ignore her, you doing a great job & I think we all understand how you feel and why you want to do it. I think being truly honest I partly put on weight to not get that kind of attention - I don't want people coming on to me thanks v much!!!!
 
Zest for Life said:
Your lucky, my hubby doesn't really do anything like that. His a funny bugger sometimes, think from where he was bought up as an only child. I yell my boys, never marry an only child. They ate selfish, sorry if any of you are only children xxx I probably shouldn't day that should I ?!!! X

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Awwwww my hubby is an only child but he is American and his mum brought him up :) maybe that is why xxxxx
 
therealbbe said:
Yeah she is t doing anything at then moment anyway changing subjects my hubby is amazing he just made me choc shake he always does everything for me I do love him so much
Ps sometimes I like to do it myself but he likes to feed me Hehehehehe xxx
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Aww nice hubby. xx
 
notlongnow said:
Sometimes people don't like the fact that you are obviously succeeding at this where they failed. Makes them look at themselves so if they can derail you in one way or another then al good. So ignore her, you doing a great job & I think we all understand how you feel and why you want to do it. I think being truly honest I partly put on weight to not get that kind of attention - I don't want people coming on to me thanks v much!!!!
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Yeah I understand that!!! I don't want attention being big or small pmsl can't win thank you for your kind words :) xxxxx
 
Rkmriddell said:
He definitely is. Morning :) x
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Morning ladies :) x

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Zest for Life said:
Morning ladies :) x

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Morning lovely :) hope you're gonna buy yourself something nice whilst you're out today too x
 
Evening girlies hope you all had a great day I have been busy busy busy i finished one of my essays it was a reflection piece of crap really I don't wanna talk about my feeling and ****ing emotions they are mine piss off!!! :D anyway it's done will have to tweak it have till 17 now need to start on other tomorrow but more substance that on path and pharm (all about drugs and physiology of body) arggggggg ohhhhh then exam June 1st acute care anyway enough about my pressure lol after essay I went to my gym class it was at 8 but bestie didn't want to swim or chat she is really depressed about her weight etc so not good :( makes me sad :( I came home and had cup of tea but I now have heartburn from that blasted peanut bar bloody nuisance lol. Anyway hope ya all had a great day weigh in for me tomorrow feel right fat at the moment day 28 here :) Oh my God amazing or what!!! Xxxxx
 
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