JackieN said:In haste as just noticed the time. It was me.... I added the reputation because you are full of enthusiasm and so determined. You deserve it. I love reading your diary as you always make me feel motivated again and smile
Have a good day sweetie and slapped hand for not eating brekkie :8855:
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Im a little rattled... I think it's my star week.
I only learnt about "star" weeks last week and now I seem to here about it left, right and centre. Although I can be loud at sometimes - I never expected to tell a group of around 40 people about my menstrual cycle! Haha.
horomones have a lot to answer for sweetie believe me
Anyway - I am rattled... And really happy. I honestly can't make my mind up today. Am I happy or am I not? Since this is my diary I'm gonna list them and see if I can decide from that how I feel.
I am happy because...
* I've lost one stone and 5 pounds and a lot fitter than I have done in years.
and what an achievement too
* I start my beauty therapy course on Monday.
brilliant
* I have had interest from my website this morning.
even better
* I have had another booking yesterdayand gradually word of mouth will spread and you will be busy.
* I'm going on holiday in less than a month.
whooo whooo
I am not happy because...
* I feel like people are treating me bad. "friends" from my old work are starting to disappear off the edge of the planet.
simple answer to that is they are not 'friends'sweetie but you will make new ones and the right ones you are a lovely girl
* I want to be earning more money - hubby does overtime on both his days off. We're litterally talking sometimes I can earn £40 for a whole week.
that will soon improve you are a new business it takes time
* I don't feel like I'm reaching my goals quick enough (weight wise) I know it's a slow process but I really wanted to do a stone a month for as long as I can get away with it but this is the second month and I'm 9lbs away from 2 stone with 2 weeks left it's not going to happen.
accepting that is the hard bit. its like we decide to lose weight and want it gone. just like that but lifes not like that, but the good thing you have to put up with us for longer
Yeah - that didn't help. I've just stood up and eaten...
* Deluxe Double Chocolate Hi Fi bar (wow - have you tried them? First one I've had and they're gorgeous!) (HEXB)
* a piece of cheese (HEXA)
* asda tikka chicken (free)
:8855::8855: it funny I can remember discussing a healthy binge in my diary a while ago... today though I have been really awful
At least my mini binge is not stuff that's bad!
Anyway - hubby will be home in an hour... It's just so grim when I want big weight changes and it just doesn't happen. I think this is mostly because the WI yesterday was alot less than what I think I've lost
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ok my turn for being positive
rewrite your list listing your achievements,
from your diary i would list them as
1 losing 7% of your self in less than 2 months
2 starting a new buisness by your self
3 starting a new course to expand your buisness
4 making your new virtual friend laugh despite currently being a loon
5 and surviving living in widnes !!!!:8855::8855:
6 having an extremly positive outlook that is quite infectious
hope your feeling better x
I am happy because...
* I've lost one stone and 5 pounds and a lot fitter than I have done in years.
* I start my beauty therapy course on Monday.
* I have had interest from my website this morning.
* I have had another booking yesterday.
* I'm going on holiday in less than a month.
I am not happy because...
* I feel like people are treating me bad. "friends" from my old work are starting to disappear off the edge of the planet.
* I want to be earning more money - hubby does overtime on both his days off. We're litterally talking sometimes I can earn £40 for a whole week.
* I don't feel like I'm reaching my goals quick enough (weight wise) I know it's a slow process but I really wanted to do a stone a month for as long as I can get away with it but this is the second month and I'm 9lbs away from 2 stone with 2 weeks left it's not going to happen.
Yeah - that didn't help. I've just stood up and eaten...
* Deluxe Double Chocolate Hi Fi bar (wow - have you tried them? First one I've had and they're gorgeous!) (HEXB)
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gl12282 said:I like your list however as much as you don't feel you are reaching your weight loss goals fast enough you are continuing to make great progress. I know it's not fast but it's happening. If you keep up the progress that you are making, it really won't be long before you look back and really see just how far you have come. It's a great feeling.
And I also love the chocolate HiFi bar - yum yum. I have been known to eat a whole box in one go
Gail x
bexyboo said:Ooo thanks for informing us on the syns Karen
Hope your feeling better in your self today!! You have already had great weight losses and 2.5lb is an amazing loss, I would be mega chuffed with that this week - we'll see. Anyway, have a fab evening xx
grrrr I want fudge now :8855: :8855:
joking
Oh dear. We all have these blips sweetie. I don't know if you read about it or not it was several weeks ago. I was doing a red day (hadn't done many had always done EE) Well I was being exceptionally good (unlike this week ) and I posted that I had made a lovely 'large' smash pizza yum yum. Someone innocently asked me about how to make it what was it like and I typed 'love them they are fab and remember they are free on green and ee'.... Then suddenly I had the lightbulb moment..... I was doing a red day :8855: everyone laughed and honest I was ribbed about it for days but it was 'funny'... do you know I've not had one since :8855:
I have had another god awful day sweetie so could you tell that blooming cloud to go by the morning so that I can be 100% again too! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Ps. I've just noticed that they've made a smilie of me ....
Awww gutted !! Its crazy how you almost hear that light bulb 'ding' and its like.... AHHHHHHHHH FUDGE !! :8855:
This is the last of your bad days Jackie... tomorrow why dont you try and generally plan breakfast, lunch and dinner and set aside in your mind what you will eat when the fudge monster strikes?
That might sound like a stupid suggestion but its sort of what I do.
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Hello all !!
I'm back to my happy self :bighug:
At the end of the day... my issue with the chicken and too many syns is done. I am gonna work my butt off this week to hopefully see a BOOTIFUL loss
I have had a good day work wise. I had two clients in today. It may not sound like much but we're talking £57 for today alone off those two people so its a very good day !! I have never met either lady before and I had a laugh with both of them
Anyway - I'm off to have my 'spag bol' without the spag !!
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Ps. I've just noticed that they've made a smilie of me ....
broadsbean said:you can as much as you like it keeps me entertained
hope you have had a good day xx