This time I WILL do it :D

Well after my horrid day where I decided to revert to food for comfort whilst being poorly I have gone back to 17st :mad: I'm SO angry with myself for caving that badly.

I'm not going to hold back this week....I am back into swimming and doing my work out dvds again...Next week I'm going to lose that 1.5lbs and a couple of extra pounds for good measure!

This diet WILL NOT beat me ....I AM going to change MY life :D .... I CAN do this :D x x x Keep strong peeps x x x
Know exactly how you feel.... I couldnt help but jump on the scales....up 2lb.... but i know its water.... So I'm not worrying....

Back at it today... Thanks for everything yesterday!!!

Text me today if you need anything.... lets get back on this.....

*Holds your hand for the next 3 days*

x
 
Just back from swimming :) and boy did I surprise myself today :)

I managed to swim every other length front crawl (which I couldn't do last time) :D .... So I'm really pleased with myself. Thanks for the support ladies. I know this was a blip but I've learnt from it which hey if I have to put on 1.5lbs to learn a lesson which will see my straight in years to come :) then so be it. I'll take that lesson on the chin ;)

Today I am not going to budge off the 100% track anymore....I so want to be healthy and happy.

*Grabs Dee's hand...we CAN do this* :D :D :D x x x
 
Trueleame said:
Just back from swimming :) and boy did I surprise myself today :)

I managed to swim every other length front crawl (which I couldn't do last time) :D .... So I'm really pleased with myself. Thanks for the support ladies. I know this was a blip but I've learnt from it which hey if I have to put on 1.5lbs to learn a lesson which will see my straight in years to come :) then so be it. I'll take that lesson on the chin ;)

Today I am not going to budge off the 100% track anymore....I so want to be healthy and happy.

*Grabs Dee's hand...we CAN do this* :D :D :D x x x

Good girl with the swimming... Proud of you! And you know you are better than a blip now full steam ahead! :) xx
 
Fantastic Tru! You're a trooper!

x S
 
Thanks Ladies...Like I said sometimes you need a blip to refocus yourself. :D x x x
 
Just back from swimming :) and boy did I surprise myself today :)

I managed to swim every other length front crawl (which I couldn't do last time) :D .... So I'm really pleased with myself. Thanks for the support ladies. I know this was a blip but I've learnt from it which hey if I have to put on 1.5lbs to learn a lesson which will see my straight in years to come :) then so be it. I'll take that lesson on the chin ;)

Today I am not going to budge off the 100% track anymore....I so want to be healthy and happy.

*Grabs Dee's hand...we CAN do this* :D :D :D x x x


Well done Hun! Really proud of you :D
 
Very tru Tru!!!! xx
 
Day 45~ 12th November 2011

Still feeling sorry for myself with the jaw thing, which is making me so crabby as constantly in pain. Even with the tablets my face is aching all the time.

I am back on the 100% ...but really struggling against the temptation to cave with food. Its annoying as I was doing so well avoiding food...but lately its been lots of parties with my friends which I can't hide away from...and they have had food that I've always liked and struggled with. I was very good an avoided eating but its making me struggle so much with cravings afterwards.

I don't think I can put myself in situations like that again...not for a while as its really difficult afterwards and just makes it harder for me to stay strong...especially when I'm feeling a bit fragile with the diet.

Today is a new day tho and gonna up the water as I'm doing so badly drinking lots ...hopefully that will help shift those pesky pounds ;) x x x
 
Still feeling sorry for myself with the jaw thing, which is making me so crabby as constantly in pain. Even with the tablets my face is aching all the time.

I am back on the 100% ...but really struggling against the temptation to cave with food. Its annoying as I was doing so well avoiding food...but lately its been lots of parties with my friends which I can't hide away from...and they have had food that I've always liked and struggled with. I was very good an avoided eating but its making me struggle so much with cravings afterwards.

I don't think I can put myself in situations like that again...not for a while as its really difficult afterwards and just makes it harder
for me to stay strong...especially when I'm feeling a bit fragile with the diet.

Today is a new day tho and gonna up the water as I'm doing so badly drinking lots ...hopefully that will help shift those pesky pounds ;) x x x

Oh poor you! This jaw thing sounds really miserable ! <hugs>
For what it's worth, I think you'd be wise to take the pressure off yourself and avoid these 'foody' socials if you can. You've been so good but it is very, very hard and you clearly suffer 'backlash' when you get home!

Take care lovey!

xx
 
Trouble is Denise I can't really avoid them as they have been for things like friends birthday's, kids birthday's and can't stop my daughter going to things like that just because I'm on this diet :( I'd feel awful. Thankfully I don't have anymore of those situations going on until Xmas day ~lol~

I can do this and will get the motivation back soon enough once this jaw thing has gone ...its horrible and not making things any easier. But if I can keep going with the diet whilst feeling this naffy then when I am back to full fitness this will be a piece of cake ;) *excuse the punn* lol x x x
 
........ can't stop my daughter going to things like that just because I'm on this diet

No hun, of course you can't! I take my hat off to those of you ladies who are managing to fit this diet around youngsters! I soooo could NOT do that!

There are many disadvantages to doing this as a 51 year-old granny, having carried the extra weight for 15 years (not least what to do with the spare skin - yeuch!), but I can afford to be a little selfish and let the family get on with it!

I really hope your jaw gets better soon

xx
 
It would be so much easier if I could lock myself in a room for however many months and just do this diet...would go by like a dream. But unfortunately ..have to keep living in the real world. I have gotten to thinking that if I can be this strong whilst I'm the diet that when I'm off it I will hopefully have the same willpower to avoid the bad things. It didn't make it difficult not eating at any of these events ...was the afterwards bit that I found awkward/hard to handle. So if once back on solids ;) I can eat after the events then I shouldn't put the weight back on again :) x x x

Denise...your doing amazingly well :) just think what an example your setting your kids by losing weight now! Supergran ;) might become your new nickname :D x x x
 
what is going on ?? i go away for a week and i come back and you are all falling apart, goodness knows this diet is tough enough without being poorly as well. Look after yourself, i hope the pain eases soon x
 
ElectricLilac said:
what is going on ?? i go away for a week and i come back and you are all falling apart, goodness knows this diet is tough enough without being poorly as well. Look after yourself, i hope the pain eases soon x

Oh we have missed you!!!! hope you are well. P xx
 
Lilac...that's it your not allowed to go away again UNTIL i've gotten to goal ~lol~ ;) couldn't help with blooming head feeling like it was going to implode :( doc says I've got temporomandibular dysfunction which is very painful. Wasn't feeling myself due to lack of sleep and sodding caved :( ...SO angry with myself Lilac.

But I'm back on track and doing the swimming as well hopefully will help shift those pesky pounds ;) and a few friends as well lol x x x
 
I'm watching fat families atm ...omg it makes it easier to do this diet. Back on 100% :) Honk honk :D x x x
 
Trueleame said:
I'm watching fat families atm ...omg it makes it easier to do this diet. Back on 100% :) Honk honk :D x x x

Haha never watched that but I watched something about a woman in America who weighed 43 stone who wanted bypass surgery... She had to lose 100lb to get the surgery... She couldn't get out of bed was having meals handed to her by an amazing nutritionist who was helping her get rid of this 100lb as quick as possible and still she threw it back in his face and cheated!! After about a week!!! X
 
Hi True, sorry to hear your not well babes, and not doing well what with that and partys etc tc..... I hope things pick up soon, sorry its a short message off out shortly.... be thinking of you and all the girlies too hugs and kisses xxxx
 
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