Day 42: 8/4/11 - Moving stuff AGAIN today
Breakfast - skipped
2x WM bread - HE
Brie - HE
Cranberry sauce - 1
We had a massive fall out. It seems to be a Friday tradition whilst moving stuff is going on. It upset me greatly, but he was upset as I was crying, so it ended up with him feeling dreadful and being what I describe as 'impossible'. I guess I'm still trying to get to know him, so I don't know all his traits. I need to learn that when he is stressed, I should get out of the way. He wanted to 'go away'. I asked where, he said 'anywhere'. Now, in the past when this has happened, my ex would be gone for hours, not answering his phone, leaving me worried. I didn't want this, so I refused to let him. He then turned it into 'you never let me see my friends' which upset me greatly, as that was what the ex used to say to me constantly, even though he saw them more than me
But yeah, I eventually got a heartfelt apology. He also says he is feeling jealous about my ex, which I understand. Everyone talks about him all the time, and my best friends husband seems reluctant to accept my OH, as he is still good mates with my ex. Difficult situation. I've explained that the people I actually care about do like my OH, and they saw what my ex did to me, so don't actively seek to talk about him in a positive light. But I guess it's something I will have to work on with him. But anyway, after him sulking in bed at 8pm, saying he wanted to go to sleep to forget it all (something I CAN NOT DO!), he went downstairs, came back up in a shirt saying we were going out. Went to the Indian, as he is nervous about going drinking with me, due to my home town being so small, and people might point and talk about him. I totally get that too, as they do! But yeah, stop waffling and get on with it...
Chicken Pakora - 6.5 (he ate some of mine, cheeky!)
Chicken Biriyani - 12.5 (didn't have the veg sauce, it had broadbeans in it, which put me off, so I ate it dry)
Diet coke