Today was horrid, woke up feeling slightly better. Then my son comes into the bedroom his father had not picked him up for his football game!! And to my 15 year old son his football/rugby are his life.... No answer on Ex's phone so I plugged the sat nav in and drove to Swansea. 2 hours later a very apologetic text message saying he had overslept. It may have been for the best, I never take my son to football, afraid of embarrassing him due to my size, he suggested gently that I take jack to meet the other mums! (Again my hang up not his) and they where lovely x now sat in the garden friends over with more wine! I am ok drinking while I lose, but it will be the first thing I stop. I am making fajitas later, lettuce used for my wrap x