Thanks Ladies, appreciate the support
Still got some stuff going round in my head that's upsetting me a bit, I just need to stop thinking about it, but I'm finding it difficult.
Really wishing bf was home now. So fed up counting down the days, am in tears every time I hear his voice, and I feel bad because he hates me getting upset cos there's nothing he can do about it. I know we will get there eventually, just some days I really could do with a bf hug
Food today so far:
B - boiled egg, toast (heb & 2syn) banana
L - minestrone soup, ff yog, pear, kiwi, clementine
T - salad (lettuce, tomato, cucumber, spring onion, peppers, sweetcorn, cottage cheese),
mushy pea curry, chicken, rice
A bit annoyed with myself today too. I normally write down my breakfast as I eat it, and write down what I'm taking with me for lunch at the same time. I didn't do it this morning and I can't for the life of me remember if I had 1 or 2 slices of toast this morning... I think I only had 1, but can't believe I would forget that that would entitle me to a hi fi bar with lunch!! I've only had 1 syn today so I'll have a hi fi bar later, which may be half a heb or 3syns.
I came home full of intentions to have a go at Shred level 2 tonight... Started fine, took it a bit easy cos I wasn't sure what I was doing. Got to circuit 2 and my bloody DVD froze... Story of my friggin life! So I reset it and tried to get it to work again, and it froze again... So I skipped to circuit 3 and finished, but didn't feel like I'd done a workout. When I took the dvd out of the player it's badly scratched... I've had it for years and I'm sure it's been thrown about a bit. Now trying to find level 2 online somewhere so I can keep doing it. Def not moving straight to level 3 lol.
Even from what I've written tonight I know I'm being hard on myself all over the place, just feels like I can't get anything right at the moment... I'll get over it soon I'm sure...
xxx