TooFatKats diary of desperation ..(and hope)

[Lexie2005]

Weigh in day today. At home and at the docs. I'm not sure what's going on. At home I appear to have put 3 lb on, which isn't possible but on the other hand I feel bloated as this would be my normal totm but I had an 'extra' one this month so surely I can't be due another one !

I've got the docs weigh in at 12 today much later than normal so I'll see what hers say. Although given the info I found out 2 weeks ago I don't trust hers.

I'm not sure I'm going to record a 3 lb gain Lexie on the Easter challenge. It doesnt Feel right at all. Think I'll just keep an eye in my bod and see if I can work out what it's doing.

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I refuse to log a 3lb gain honey xx

 

[toofatkat]

Well the docs scales were worse- 3 kg on!!! Unbelievable. Although seeing as they said last time that their scales can be 4 lb out that would make it similar to my scales . So I'm hoping it's just water gain as I look like I've got a football for a stomach but no totm

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[Mis-behave]

Oh no that sounds awful! Hope it sorts it's self out soon.,

 

[Rachgleeson]

aw no hun, its probably just that your bloated due to your tummy problems during the week!! It will soon go, fingers crossed!!

 

[toofatkat]

I hope you're right Rachel .

Anyway I have a new target in mind. I've just booked 3 days away in a friends posh hotel for our 22 wedding anniversary at the end of august so I'll just check the 2012 goal thread and double check where I wanted to be. He deserves a gorgeous wife again

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[alongwaytogo]

Hi Kat
Sorry to hear about the gain, hope it's temporary. The hotel sounds like a nice goal to aim for.

 

[Lexie2005]

He deserves a gorgeous wife again

Erm excuse me Katherine, he already has one!!!!

 

[Rachgleeson]

i was going to say exactly the same thing lexie!! You already are gorgeous hun, never say that ok!!

 

[toofatkat]

I didn't mean it quite like that although I'm losing weight for me and he loves me regardless I've come to realise in the last few weeks as I've got smaller, and looked through some old photos, that the years when the kids were younger and I had post natal depression I didn't want to put weight on and be fat I must have looked hideous but he never said anything. So now one of my goals is to look good for him as well do he can be proud to be seen with me, even though he would always deny it.

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[Rachgleeson]

i do understand what your saying, i want my hubby to be proud to be seen with me, i feel he isnt even though he says he is!!

 

[Kes]

i bet your OH's are extreemly proud of you guys and proud to be with you!!! its just your perception on how you feel he should feel!

you have to just believe in yourself.
xx

 

[toofatkat]

Oh sugar I'm slipping I'm nibbling. need to stop now before I lose the plot

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[Lexie2005]

Oh sugar I'm slipping I'm nibbling. need to stop now before I lose the plot

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I've text you xx

 

[Rachgleeson]

now tfk, you know you can do this... Stop that nibbling now hun! Nibbles turn in to big bites, which turn to even bigger things!! Stop before you lose control!!

 

[toofatkat]

They do. Today I stop though.
Shake for breakfast and lunch hopefully with nothing in between. My eating trigger is boredom and unfortunately I've got a full day of paperwork where I know ill have to stand upland wander to the fridge I'll get the tranpoline out and bounce on that a fee times today . That should help

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[Rachgleeson]

i think boredom and food is a problem most people have, !! Hope your having a better day today!!

 

[toofatkat]

I've had a pretty good day actually not perfect but almost.
My weight is slowly going down again. My phantom totm appears to be over thankfully. I've not done a proper weigh in but I have got on the scales more often as my nurse told me to track my periods and I wanted to see if my usual weight gain went. It's not gone but going so I'm happy

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[Lexie2005]

I've had a pretty good day actually not perfect but almost.
My weight is slowly going down again. My phantom totm appears to be over thankfully. I've not done a proper weigh in but I have got on the scales more often as my nurse told me to track my periods and I wanted to see if my usual weight gain went. It's not gone but going so I'm happy

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Well done on getting back on track, I made chocolate digestive & dime bar fudge today. Now normally I'm not tempted but only the fear of Mr T paying a visit stopped me. Don't even know what I made it for although hubby is thrilled I did lol

 

[toofatkat]

Thanks for the recipe I'm going to try that today

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[Rachgleeson]

Glad your feeling a bit happier hun, hope you have a great weekend!!