goose;589 good week for me. + 3lbs
Massve binge over 3 days
not recommeded :( I have never had such painful stomuch cramps ever
me and food are a messed up relationship
I have alot of thinking to do. Alot.
I will battle these demons
I am back 100% on this said:
Hi Goose,I have heard that food addiction is harder to break than any other addiction as you cant live forever without it unlike other addictions,an after tfr,we have to go back to it.The thing is we need to realise it is an addiction and also unfortunately ther are people who seem ,for various reasons (they do not understand,they are jealous or just nasty) who want us to fail.I know that I will always have to be mindful of my eating habits and need to control them so they dont control me,I will not allow food or people to control my life,as if I do then I have a choice which way it goes.I think we have to be careful not to think we will never slip up as if we do and we are not prepared for that,we can beat ourselves up so badly that it just makes things a hundred times worse,but if we allow for it we can learn from that mistake and get straight back on track,just as you are doing now.We need to take each day and possibly each hour at a time,ignore the negative peopke ,concentrate on any that support us and if there arent any,come on this great forum,but decide we will be strong and then plan for any tough times we know are coming up in advance and learn to pick ourselves up from any that catch us unawares and keep going forward.If we can plan it really helps.(Fail to plan,plan to fail.)Also will we are on tfr its a good time,probably after christmas madness,to try and find out what our eating triggers are,for some its sugar addjction,for others many underlying causes,but if we can find out what they are its half the battle.I really feel I am there with that,but still need to always be aware of what I eat,as its easy to get back to confort eating.My dad died at beginning of this year and my mum has really struggled,and if I can do this diet now and know I can do anythingin the future.A lot of my problem as been because I have allowed people to bully me and push me around in the past,but not any more!!:soapbox: Hope this helps,keep strong.X Happy Boxing day.x