Oh Neen... you know I completely understand how you feel, well to a degree anyway. Its hard when you feel yr last option was something as radical as we had done & then you have to diet harder than before.
I haven't really lost for 3 months, so stopped at 5 months out, which is just so disheartening. I lost more in less time before my op than I have after!
Its good that we have this little haven here, its been my touch of sanity when feeling pants, its hard (even more so being a Mod I think) over on WLS to try & stay positive when yr having a tough time, you will get there babes, your on the right path now. x