I'm here, Jackie.

Trying to hold everything together when all around me is chaos.
DS1 strikes again and is really testing my bounds of motherly love at the moment.
How could I have two sons so different?
I know DS1 is challenged by the autism to a degree (not way up the scale but somewhat) but BoY! wouldn't it be a treat to just have one week of my life since he was born with no dramas!
And the GF- one minute I feel I want to hug her better and the next I want to tan her backside! She's hard work.
Anyways - they will not encroach on 'my world' on here. This is my happy space. Where I concentrate on sorting 'me' out.
My food today is boring.

In truth I don't even feel like eating, which is an absolute rarity for me.

I'm guessing that once I get going that will all change.
Probably * week is on its way but as I can't find my diary I've no way of knowing and even if I could find it, these days it probably wouldn't help as its anyones guess when it'll turn up as its breaking all the rules at present - a bit like DS1! :rant2:
Hmmm I was talking food wasn't I? Went off on one again. Can you tell I'm a bit distracted at the moment?
So.. my boring food today is:
GREEN
Beans on Toast ~ HXB
Mushrooms grilled
Scrambled egg
Jacket spud
1/2 tin creamed mushrooms ~ 4.5 syns
cue/beet/lett/tom/onion
melon
iced coffee ~ HXA
1 tsp sugar ~ 1 syn
Weetabix x 2 ~ HXB + HXA
1 tsp sugar ~ 1 syn
= 2 HXA, 2 HXB + 6.5 syns
12/95 syns
Its a bit of an upsidedown menu but its what I fancy.
Had to edit yesterdays plan again as didn't eat the evening part of my menu.
Not very happy with that as I like to HONK on a morning but don't feel qualified as I had no HXA's so not really to plan.
Ran out of coffee

so couldn't have my iced coffee treat even. That will be rectified tonight when we get some.
Right, off to see whats going on in the other diaries.