Ok guys. I have hit rock bottom. Having spoken to my chief bridesmaid loads last night and this morning, I have decided that I need to get a stone and a half off ASAP as I need to be the size I want to be for my wedding before end of Jan/early Feb.
It seems that on WW my losses are fairly slow and erratic at the best of times, and whilst I love being able to eat almost whatever I want, I have begun to get complacent with it (just look at this weekend!!).
I chose to do WW because I wanted a plan I could stick with, long term, and use also in maintenance. And I have found that. But what I have also learned is that it may well be a long time before I get to the size I want to be for my wedding, and the reality is I am working to a 3 month deadline. After that I can lose a little more if I really want but the challenge will be to maintain. I know now that WW would be a great way for me to maintain.
BUT,
I have a strong suspicion that I will NOT be at my target weight in time (at this rate) and I can't risk having to fork out for loads of dress alterations because I ordered a dress that I slimmed out of. I need to be the right size for the dress I order, and for that to happen I need to be at goal by the end of Jan. Which is 3 months away. And at this rate I will probs be at least half a stone off that, which is not good enough.
I need to get this last stone and a half off quickly before I can settle into a slower loss pattern. And the only way I can think to do this is by CD, as I know I can probably have it over and done with by the end of November if I get on with it.
I talked through the options with my chief bridesmaid and we both agreed that the answer for me in my current situation may well be to do CD to get a stone or so off, and then come back to WW in time for Christmas etc. That way I am at goal, I have a maintenance plan I know I love, and I can stop worrying.
I expressed my concern that I would feel tempted to eat on CD, but after talking through this with my friend, I realised that actually I am STILL falling into my old habit of eating when bored or eating for comfort... we looked at my eating patterns and it was very interesting...
Working days:
- eat breakfast (good habit)
- get hungry about 10.30 so have a serial bar (ok habit)
- eat a snack at lunchtime (bad habit, should eat better at lunch)
- get hungry for a snack mid-afternoon (bad habit)
- eat what is usually an unhealthy dinner fairly late at night as I often go to the gym straight after work so don't get round to eating til late, and then I cant be bothered to cook so I eat junk (very bad habit).
- eat a little chocolate before bed (VERY bad habit).
Weekends:
- dont eat breakfast (bad habit)
- graze a little during the day starting about 12/1ish (bad habit)
- eat a junky tea and continue to graze (bad habit)
SO, as you can see, theres a lot of bad habits there. We then looked at how I would deal with overcoming these habits if I were to be on CD....
Working week
- morning, have a shake at breakfast time instead of cereal (good)
- drink when feeling hungry during the day, 1 decaf coffee (good)
- lunch, have a shake (good)
- afternoon, have a decaf coffee
- evening, have a shake when I get back from the gym, then spend some time on myself (do nails, eyebrows, face) or tidying up before bed.
Weekends
- morning, have a shake (good)
- lunch, have a shake
- afternoon, have some jelly
- dinner, have a shake and a low carb meal if need be
When we looked at it, we agreed that for me to stick to CD in the week would actually be rather easy, as my main difficulty is finding the time to eat at the moment, and eating at work is just snacking really wich is a bad habit! We also agreed that at weekends I may need to eat out, in which case I should accept that a small low carb meal every now and again at the weekend is inevitable, and I should expect to do this but only at weekends.
I have 2 weeks worth of CD packs already, which go out of date at the end of Nov, so I need to use them up now if I ever plan to, and this has helped me make the decision. I'm going to move over to CD until I get to 11st.
I have cancelled my WW monthly pass and will start CD on Monday morning so I have a couple of days to use up what's in the fridge. New month, new week, new start for me.
I will do CD for a month, or just over, and then I WILL come back, and that's a firm promise.
xxx