Thank you for keeping my diary afloat!
I had a nice Christmas, and I'm finally feeling a bit better, so am hoping to go back to work in the new year. It's been horrible having time off - being bored, feeling ill, seeing my colleague get a promotion that I may have got had I not been off. Fortunately there are still hours available, and I need to get my head in gear and remember everything I've probably forgotten.
Weight wise has been terrible. I have nearly gained EVERYTHING I lost nearly two years ago. Absolutely shocking. I weighed in this morning at 18st 11lbs. I feel horrible, I look horrible, Rob is mentioning it on a near daily basis (which I don't blame him for a second, he's only trying to spur me on). I'm not healthy, my eating habits are horrendous and I need to get back to having some kind of control over my eating. It's ridiculous to think that I rejoined WW last year and I've GAINED weight, after promising that I'd get to goal in 2011. I'm not even going to CONSIDER getting to goal in 2012 - the first thing I need to do is just restart and feel comfortable.
I hope everyone has been well, I'm going to go on a little trip around diaries. I've made a decision to pay for WW tomorrow when we've got some money in the bank, and then who knows.
xxx