Morning girlies.
My little Charlotte got there safely and I've had lots of text contact with her since- she's having a great time. lil bit jell! Those were the days eh.
Missie- I'm 10 9 at mo, this time around I started at 13 5, my heaviest is a whopping 17 and half st! 13st 5 is the heaviest I've been for last 12/13 years.
I want to be 9 7 so finishing cd in 8 days is gonna be a struggle. Think OH is getting a bit suspicious that I'm not going to come off it. I said this morning that a week tmrw he can cook me some brocoli for when I get back from cd ladies house. He said why are you going cuz you won't need any stuff, WILL YOU?? I said I want to get weighed - and since he threw away/smashed my 2 sets of scales last year i dont have the option to jump on them here!
The thought of walking out of there without any shakes is freaking me out. So frightened that flicking the food switch on again is going to end in tears!
Dress news- 1 arrived yesterday that I really liked, BUT not only does it have no sleeves... It has no flipping shoulders either! I really liked it and it was very forgiving around the bum/tummy/thunder thigh regions but my big wrinkly arms went and spoiled it!
I had a bit of a brain wave tho, I've got long hair and thought if got it curled/wavy (and maybe padded it out with some clip in extensions) and positioned it carefully at side of each boob it would hide the wrinkly bit of my bingo wing? This plan would mean had to keep my arms by my side all day tho!
Oh where is my daughter when I need her!
If am keeping it I need to take it to the tailors as was clearly made with a six footer in mind and the split is obscenely high so I need to get a lot of that sewn up 2.
Grr, decisions decisions!
Hope you have a lovely day, must go get ready for work. I'm interviewing today- find it quite funny that people are clambering to get in there and I'm clambering to get out! Rather them than meeee! X
My little Charlotte got there safely and I've had lots of text contact with her since- she's having a great time. lil bit jell! Those were the days eh.
Missie- I'm 10 9 at mo, this time around I started at 13 5, my heaviest is a whopping 17 and half st! 13st 5 is the heaviest I've been for last 12/13 years.
I want to be 9 7 so finishing cd in 8 days is gonna be a struggle. Think OH is getting a bit suspicious that I'm not going to come off it. I said this morning that a week tmrw he can cook me some brocoli for when I get back from cd ladies house. He said why are you going cuz you won't need any stuff, WILL YOU?? I said I want to get weighed - and since he threw away/smashed my 2 sets of scales last year i dont have the option to jump on them here!
The thought of walking out of there without any shakes is freaking me out. So frightened that flicking the food switch on again is going to end in tears!
Dress news- 1 arrived yesterday that I really liked, BUT not only does it have no sleeves... It has no flipping shoulders either! I really liked it and it was very forgiving around the bum/tummy/thunder thigh regions but my big wrinkly arms went and spoiled it!
I had a bit of a brain wave tho, I've got long hair and thought if got it curled/wavy (and maybe padded it out with some clip in extensions) and positioned it carefully at side of each boob it would hide the wrinkly bit of my bingo wing? This plan would mean had to keep my arms by my side all day tho!
Oh where is my daughter when I need her!
If am keeping it I need to take it to the tailors as was clearly made with a six footer in mind and the split is obscenely high so I need to get a lot of that sewn up 2.
Grr, decisions decisions!
Hope you have a lovely day, must go get ready for work. I'm interviewing today- find it quite funny that people are clambering to get in there and I'm clambering to get out! Rather them than meeee! X
My mum and dad are driving a new car over to spain and I havent heard from them in 36 hours and getting a bit stressed about it their phone is off!!! 
