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Yay to a good day. Your doing well Hun. I think meals like breakfast still little but u have come a long way in a few days
Tis my own fault, I procrastinate with getting out of bed until it's too late to do anything, then have to rush around... Today felt like a big breakfast but I wasn't satisfied - I don't know what I want to have but cereal, egg, beans, toast, nothing feels like it's cutting it! xxx
so who was this that asked you out for lunch? :fingerscrossed:
A friend! I don't think there's anything there, infact I really hope there isn't as I'm in no position to be anything other than friends with a guy right now... I wouldn't feel comfortable at all in a relationship, I have the 'if I can't be with him then I don't want to be with anyone' thing going on right now... and probably will have for a long time! He is a nice guy though, quite smart and attractive and funny and kind... I just can't imagine dating him! xxx
Looks like you had a busy day yesterday, but you managed to stick to plan, so well done!
Also curious about the guy who you had lunch with
You are too good with the Mikados...I could just scuff them in one go. Also think in Asda Alpen Lights are a bit cheaper than Tesco.
Busy busy busy, but felt normal... Yet strangely different at the same time? Was speaking to a friend in the afternoon and mentioned that I had a strong feeling about my ex being back in Manchester... and I was right, he came back last night... Earlier today I had 4 missed calls and a text from him, so rang back and it was a strange conversation, there were boundaries being set and little snipes going back and forth, and then he cut the call which is fair enough, he had to go, but I had the urge to text him and fight my corner about whatever we were kind of arguing about at the time, but I didn't, and he didn't get back in contact either... Then...
I ate 10 Mikados. My weakness for the day, but I won't let it get me again. I'm starting to feel really controlled and restricted with my syns, nothing feels worth spending them on and free/superfree foods bore me. There's something I want but I don't know what?
Went to Asda but forgot about Alpen Lights - just gonna try searching the pound shops on Stockport Rd or Farmfoods, they usually have offers on... But got some Ryvita Wholegrain Crackerbreads, so hoping they may have the same effect. Don't want to spend syns putting stuff on them! What is wrong with me? Nutella and Philadelphia both sound so appealing but I have big flashing numbers in my head, even 1.5 syns for 30g EL Philly hurts!
Off to cuddle up in bed with the end 4 eps of How I Met Your Mother Season 2 while Season 3 downloads... Must. Hide. Mikado.