**30 and Gorgeous...thats my plan!**

[*Sparkles*]

Rejection letter came today

I'm feeling very sad and depressed and about to cry into my Chinese.

I slept in this morning and was 30 mins late into work and the manager made me work on an extra 30 mins which turned into 40 mins.... Some of you might not think that's bad but they don't take into account all the times you don't finish on time.

I'm just having one of those days

 

[*Sparkles*]

Day 62 positives

I'm struggling today... See previous post!!

1. I heard my full point

2. 2moro is Friday

3. I'm doing these even tho I've had a **** day!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Big hugs petal...

U will find the right job for u darling u are amazing xx

 

[*Sparkles*]

Day 63 today...

I don't have any positives today, binged on Indian food after work

Will try better again 2moro but will listen to my pods tonight

 

[CarlyLanky140]

1. Indian food is yummy
2. You will start pods tomorrow
3. You are fabulous
4. You have a fella who adores u

There are ur positives . Xx

 

[Jaly]

Indeed, you have loads of positives, on top of everything Carly said, you're a gorgeous, strong and beautiful woman who's been through a lot!

Really sorry to hear about the job rejection - they don't know what they're missing! xx

 

[*Sparkles*]

Aww thanks guys, was on a right downer the past few days and my indulgent food has seen a 2lb gain on the scales this morning!!

Oh well back on it from today!!

Day 64...

1. I had a nice day out with my mum

2. I faced the scales even though I didn't want to!!

3. I'm back to feeling motivated again!!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

I will have those lbs off in no time x

 

[Jaly]

Yay to feeling motivated! xx Good job!

 

[*Sparkles*]

My mini weekly goals for this week

1. To listen to slimpods every night

2. To go to x1 Zumba class

3. To track everything on the Ww app!!

 

[Jaly]

They sound like fab goals xx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Good luck with goals x

 

[*Sparkles*]

Day 65...

1. Seen Paul tonight and got totally spoiled off him with pressies from America!

2. I've tracked all weekend, my weeklies are gone but everything all pointed!!

3. I had a lovely date night

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Yay

 

[*Sparkles*]

Day 66...

A good day here, work flew past and I went food shopping in asda afterwards. I made bolognase for dinner which was yummmmm!!

1. I stuck to plan today!

2. I restarted my water drinking again 2litres down the hatch!

3. I was hungry on way round asda so rather than buying junk I bought a small sushi pack to munch on way home!

Having an early night as had a rubbish sleep last night and kept waking up every hr or so!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Yay go you!! Can't wait till 30th June x

 

[*Sparkles*]

Day 67...

Today started off well until I came home and had a few Doritos and before I knew it I had eaten the lot and 2pots of dips

I felt awful after it and made myself sick ... I've not done that for a while so feel a bit ashamed. Please don't judge me!

Will end the day with some positives!

1. Had a healthy salad for lunch and enjoyed it!

2. Drank 2litres of water

3. Survived a horrible day at work!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Oh dear petal. That's not good. Do u kno what triggered it? I'm thinking u and me should maybe read the Beck book?? X

 

[*Sparkles*]

I dunno ... More than likely a bad day at work. I just feel that I'm constantly getting pulled up for things or doing things wrong. It's starting to really get to me again. Each day I wake up and dread going into work

There is no praise for doing well... Just moaning about all the bad stuff I'm doing. I'm sick of colleagues who run to managers behind my back. I just can't take it any more

Anyway onto positives

Day 68...

1. Scales showing loss this week

2. Enjoyed my salad at lunch

3. Made myself a nice healthy version of Erin mess for dessert and it was amazing!!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

I hope u find a new job soon petal x