Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

[abz]

ha. well i do feel like i have to do about a five point turn to get from one side to the other with my hips hurting like they do. and i've started clunking and crunching a lot it's really disconcerting to hear a really large THUNK come from your pelvis and you kind of wait for the pain to start. thankfully i've only had one of these occasions when i was sitting on the floor at a friend's house the other night. thomas had to bodily lift me into an upright position and straighten me out... not pleasant. ha.

 

[Jim]

The joys of pregnancy eh abz.

 

[abz]

joys indeed jim

sandwich man came and i ended up getting a salad of all things, ha. i wanted a baguette sandwich but the only ones he had left had some kind of meatball in them and didn't appeal. then got a sandwich and wandered off, only to decide i wanted to swap it for a salad and wander back, ha. really fancy a fizzy drink now but didn't want to get one and i have no money left now

abz xx

 

[Jim]

I had fish and chips for lunch abz, very filling.

 

[abz]

ha. very atkins maintenance jim

well i'm having an options hot chocolate for now. curb the need to eat a bit for not many calories, ha.

 

[Jim]

I'm so pleased I can treat myself like that now abz, but it is a treat not routine, believe me.

 

[abz]

oh god. there's three hours of work left. i'm really struggling to find things to do and log... gah.

 

[Jim]

It's just started snowing here abz.

 

[abz]

it isn't allowed to snow here jim in case they close thomas's work again. so you can keep it!!

 

[Jim]

It'#s settling as well abz, so we may be in for a few days of it.

 

[abz]

oh pants. well keep it there with you.

well my logs so far show that i've had a very lazy afternoon. i have been doing things. reading up on stuff, answering questions. but it isn't anything that's logged. and it's what's logged that is monitored. i think it's so silly. gah.

 

[Jim]

Morning abz, looks like your going to escape the snow, unless the forecast changes of course.

 

[abz]

good morning jim we had some ice this morning, but no snow was a bit frosty but nothing serious so far

i'm at a bit of a loss today. no clue what i'm going to do to fill my day. this wouldn't usually bother me but given that big brother is now well and truly watching? well, it's not going to look great...

not in the best of moods this morning. sciatica down both sides, a pelvis in between that seems to want to dislocate my hips, feeling rather sick, so will probably be sick at work, have a headache and i'm averaging about 5-6 hours sleep a night. lets just say if my boss has a go it isn't going to end favourably, ha.

hope you are all doing well?

am full of branflakes and banana.

abz xx

 

[Jim]

I'm fine love, you don't sound to well though love.

 

[abz]

well i'm angry now too jim. i just had my boss, who is treating me like an imbecile at the moment anyways, ok, i've asked a few silly questions to clarify things because my brain is currently mush but i'm being patronised all the time now, but anyways. yes. boss. emails me asking why something has been put on hold until the 23rd of feb by another member of the team when my last update listed things that still needed doing. well all i could say is that i assumed since it was now on hold that all the tasks had been done by the chap that put it on hold, but i was sure i could complete it if it still had to be done (chap in question is now on holiday). of course he sent this while i was doing something at the other end of the office. and he emailed. he didn't ring. so when i got back to my desk i have another pissy email saying he was going into a meeting in 10 minutes and could he have a response as it would be discussed. well i had to scrabble an answer together. i'm so angry that this guy has dropped me in it again by not updating things properly. had to ring my super who is on holiday to ask if he knew anything. apparently it has all been done, but not updated properly. but yet again i've been made to look like an arse. it's about the fourth time it's happened. i'm so mad. and look. i'm ranting, ha.

i'm sure none of that made sense but i needed to vent. sorry

abz xx

 

[Jim]

Sh*t happens abz, but I can understand how you feel love.

 

[abz]

it does indeed jim. i have a tuna and cucumber sandwich now so am feeling much better ha.

 

[Jim]

LOL, LMAO, you're easy to please abz.

 

[abz]

well jim, i'm nothing if not a chirpy bunny

just wish my boss would either get whatever it is out of his system, or come to me with a problem he has with me if he has one. as it is i only see him once a fortnight and have no idea what it is that i've done wrong. i hate it. i had to go through this at my old work but confronted my boss. this time i can't tell what my reaction would be and i don't want to be stamped as the bawling hormonal female employee. so i'm keeping my mouth shut...

 

[Jim]

Well you're going to have to pin him down and find out abz, that or just hang on until you go on maternity leave, then have it out once you get back.