babycake
Please kick my butt!!
As you can see from my join date, i've started and failed a number of times. In my own defense i have had 2 babies in the time since i joined originally!!! but i also have 2 babies worth of weight to loose.
I know that i'm only cheating myself when i 'Cheat'
I know i have to do something as i'm so depressed about my weight and appearence. I used to kid myself that i'm still beautiful even though i'm big!!! What a joke. I know its not true as i have no pictures of me 'big'. I'm always the one behind the camera or busy in the other room when the camera comes out!!! How many people on here can relate to that??? probably most of us!!
I have 10 stone exactly to loose. thats over half my body weight!!!!!!!!!!! Its a whole other person!!!!!!!
I will do it this time. I'm in a better place right now and i'm taking advantage of it.
I've got a diet coach (well a friend at work who keeps me talking and away from the biscuits in the kitchen)
I've got my exercise time before work every day (ok so i'm up at 5.30 and near sleeping in my kit ...but hey i'm doing it)
I've got the wii fit /zumba/ rosemary (condersenting mare) there to use
And most of all i've got my boys to do this for.
If it takes 5 years it takes 5 years, but i vow that i will end this year lighter then i started it... and every year until i make it....
Ok so that sounded a little like a manifesto but its where i'm at
xxx
I know that i'm only cheating myself when i 'Cheat'
I know i have to do something as i'm so depressed about my weight and appearence. I used to kid myself that i'm still beautiful even though i'm big!!! What a joke. I know its not true as i have no pictures of me 'big'. I'm always the one behind the camera or busy in the other room when the camera comes out!!! How many people on here can relate to that??? probably most of us!!
I have 10 stone exactly to loose. thats over half my body weight!!!!!!!!!!! Its a whole other person!!!!!!!
I will do it this time. I'm in a better place right now and i'm taking advantage of it.
I've got a diet coach (well a friend at work who keeps me talking and away from the biscuits in the kitchen)
I've got my exercise time before work every day (ok so i'm up at 5.30 and near sleeping in my kit ...but hey i'm doing it)
I've got the wii fit /zumba/ rosemary (condersenting mare) there to use
And most of all i've got my boys to do this for.
If it takes 5 years it takes 5 years, but i vow that i will end this year lighter then i started it... and every year until i make it....
Ok so that sounded a little like a manifesto but its where i'm at
xxx