Hey all trying to catch up, Katt sorry ur feeling crappy hunnie( btw I'm on my iPod touch, it is having an affair with auto correct in case I sound retarded) well I'm up to 12st 1lb today, trying to not let it get to me because I really am missing being on Ts. I miss the sense of control I had, knowing I can't have anything, but the packs which basically give me all I need is a safe feeling. Not being on it and trying hard with ws (every bugger is trying to feed me ATM!) I feel out of control again now. And hating myself for eating :/ I know I have to, I have to get thru this op, get healed and get back on ts. I am itching to come back sept 1st but will see how it goes. Did my food shop, and as nice as it wAs to see my own food back in the fridge ( there is no junk, nada,zip!) is fab but I would be far happier if I was left to my own devices. Huff.
Jealous of the losses! Ur all doing so amazingly well!xxxx