Big Boys Need Love Too!

[Martyn]

Gah, my recruitment agency still has no jobs for me! Damn them to hades!!!

 

[Kitteh]

right kids.. im off to finish off this essay.. i really do want a law degree you see.. lol
love yas.. x x

 

[abz]

you looking as well martyn? what you looking for?

abz xx

 

[Martyn]

I just need a temp full time job until the start of september to see me through the summer holidays. I am an admin gremlin at heart, so i usually get office jobs, but they haven't found me anything since i got back about a month ago! I am starting to go crazy lol

 

[elle2585]

law degree kitt? i tried to do one of them haha. and then i decided to mix it with history cos i hated it that much n came out with a ba in history with law.

lol it probably is because i smell tyn tyn, but i am trying, i'm going to have a shower...tomorrow! i'll let you know when i get the general consensus if i smell or not after that.

abz i've been york and love it, n if was cuz was still at leeds uni i'd jump at the chance. but like you i've got no money so i'm waiting for a brum one to come up. xxx

 

[elle2585]

yeah i meant "if my cuz was still there". unfortunately i've been having issues with forming proper sentences recently haha. my friend had a go at me on msn last night cos i was so bad i made him dizzy..

 

[Martyn]

I do that alot lol. i grabbed my mate for an hour and lectured him on me starting the CD diet, he was yelling at me not to because he didn't want me to lose weight so fast (Apparently i won't do naughty things with him if i am in good shape.. lol men)

 

[elle2585]

haha, how silly of him. can i come and ***** slap him for you? fancy shouting at you not to lose weight lol. mind you, if anyone can come up with a valid reason as to why i shouldnt lose weight, pray, do tell. there's a chocolate cake at home that i've been eyeing up...

 

[Martyn]

*Smacks Elle around with a Fucci bag* No chocolate cake woman! lol

 

[elle2585]

arrrrr alright then tyn no need to start a ***** fight with me!! i can pull hair like no other mr hmmm i'm thinkin i should update my weight loss diary..

 

[Martyn]

Yes you should! I think when i start CD i am going to do one aswell, all the cool kids are doing them it seems lol.

 

[abz]

well my OH asked me if i was sure i wouldn't leave him for somebody else *sigh*. we're getting married next year. i'd hardly have agreed to marry him if i wanted to run off with the next bloke i saw would i? whatever weight i was...

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

awww bless him, no! ofcourse you wouldn't! haha, we're doing this for ourselves, not for other people, or to make people fancy them more! You're so lucky you've got someone abz. i'm well lonely sometimes, but shhh, dont tell anyone lol. i gave up a long time ago because i've got a severe lack of self esteem when it comes to looks and body lol, can't be bothered to deny it anymore. but losing weight is the first step for me! woop!

 

[abz]

i have just been looking at your photos and you are stunning!! that doesn't help if your self esteem is low, but really girl. a catch and you'll start to notice it fast. what plan are you following elle? i get so mixed up with all the different people on here... you were eating a tuna sandwich earlier so i know it's not the same one as me... ha.

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

tuna sandwich was yesterday's lunch! haha. i'm just eating less and healthily and doing more exercise. we'll see if it's working tomorrow i suppose! not sure about stunning lol but thanks anyway hun xxx

 

[Martyn]

I think alot of us have low self esteem, and hopefully the weight loss will start to fix it for us, i am just looking forward to that big night, when we have all got to or close to our goals, and we meet up somewhere for a big night out and it will be amazing, simply amazing lol

 

[elle2585]

here here! lol

 

[elle2585]

Oh also, I desperately want tomorrow morning to come lol, I wanna find out how much I weigh lol. I've got that annoying nervous energy thing where your leg bobs up and down.

 

[Martyn]

I still have 4 days left until mine, blah and blah! lol I better have lost something, or i am going to throw a ***** fit lol.

 

[abz]

ha. are you really that camp well i have bought the same scales as my cdc has. so they measure your bmi, tell you how much your body fat weighs (god is that depressing) your body fat percentage and your water percentage. so even if the scales show an up, if your body fat percentage or body fat weight is going down then you know it's all water. it's ace. i'm a compulsive weigher. once in the mornings naked though. i have my limits. one of my friends weighed herself every time she went to the loo. i'd go nuts!!

abz xx