morning all...well i have been up since 6:30 with LU and had only gone to sleep from feeding the baby at 5:45am so i am tired. I mean don't get me wrong I did get some sleep from 2:15- 4am but then the baby was sleeping lightly and waking every 10-15 minutes so I thought he would need his feed but he held out and I got him up at 5:15am since I thought my LU might get up at 7am and I wanted to get at least 1 hour sleep before he woke. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. You know I don't mind the lack of sleep but it is like chinese water tourture with the sleep. the baby had his late night feed at 10:15pm-11am and I thought I would get at least 2 straight hours but he decided he wanted a dummy last night and then as soon as he fell asleep he spat it out and then woke himself up again crying for it. AHHHHHHHH every 5-15 minutes for over 2 hours!!! so every time I was on the verge of falling a sleep I had to get it for him again!!!!! I cant wait for him ti discover his hand and thumb so I can get a bit more peace. hahaha And to top it off my LU has brought us all a cold from school, so I feel crappy the baby has congestion and it now has moved to his chest and OH has it too, so off to the docs today. Just to be sure. But it isn't all bad, my MIL has been helpful for a change and picking up LU from school on friday and keeping him over the weekend so she can see him and I get to just deal with the one baby and sleep more. OH ...well I am not too sure what is going on with him, something is up just nto too sure what it is yet. He works from home as you all know and says I have only to ask him if i want help with the boys, but when I do ask I get comments like " I need to work" or "he does it and then late whines that he gets nothing done, so i cant win either way. So I guess I will just end running myself into the ground before he feels guilty enough to do some thing more to help me. But If I am honest I knew he would be like this...he was witht he first. All good intentions but no action. Which is one reason why I am thinking a third baby may not be the best thing in the world, even more work for me. But then its my job, I am the house wife. And I do the cleaning, and fetching and LU stuff and baby stuff and all other aspects a part from the evening cooking which he is doing. OH well its not like I didn't know he would be like this, just thought he would be more helpful. Thing that gets me though is I leave him alone to work and then he just doesn't bother working and when he does for the 1 or 2 hours and I ask him to watch the baby or feed him whilst I talk LU to school for 25 mins it is like I am asking too much sometimes...
Oh well just wanted to sound off....
So you got a new car eh gem? Yeah they have loads of head room from what I can tell. They are cute cars.
abZ when exactly are you getting married, I know I should know this by now, but I am daily brain fry and seeing as I am running on 1 cylinder I honestly cant remember for love nor money.
Anyway speak later, the baby will be up in about 20 mins and OH is sleeping soundly!