Well, I did it... I managed 100% SS today despite having some pretty distressing news this afternoon, but have dealt with that and won't allow it to hinder my journey.
Have been thinking lots about S and decided not to text him today to see if he actually bothers to text me.. I didn't... he didn't... I just sent him one now asking when we are doing the lunch/dinner thing but honestly there's no point anyway as I'm not eating so IF he replies I'll just tell him I can't now. Somehow I don't think he will bother. His loss (although feels like mine at the moment).. but it's cool

I don't text any other 'friends' every day so why would I do it with him? I found that although I was thinking about him I didn't feel the urge to make contact with him, and that's quite a change!
So... beginning to think that I'm really changing my thinking... at least about blokes! lol
After work I nipped to Asda and had a stand up row with the assistant there as I wanted a refund for the dress I bought last week (tags still on, in bag, spanking new)... but as I didn't have my receipt and they had reduced them THIS MORNING she was only prepared to give me HALF the price I paid! I basically told her that sucked and I just stroppily bought some joggers for the gym (£3) and a top (£6) which took my eye! I MUST stop clothes shopping! lol
I NEEDED the joggers though and was amazed as they are a size 14 and dead comfy - that said, I also tried on the most gorgeous white denim cropped jeans in a 14 and although they went on and did up.. the fleshy apron of skin made it impossible to wear them - I was dead tempted to buy them anyway but no... sense prevailed and I put them back.. BUT ... I take heart that I shall, one day, wear such things!
I came home - music blaring (oh I love my in-car cd player! I play ALL sorts of music loud!) lol... and into the house to root around for the receipt.. I wasn't prepared to hand over the dress for anything less than I had paid for it! I found it!! For some reason (perhaps because this has happened before!) I had stuck the receipt on the fridge door! Yay me! lol
So, job for tomorrow! (After meeting with the lovely Mich for a pint of water in Naseby

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After Asda it was a quick dash to a motorcycle shop to blag a prize for the club's charity day on August Bank Holiday Monday. Got a 5litre thing of oil worth £16 so pleased with that! Will take it next week to the meeting. Dropped off a load of fliers to them too. Then it was home for a muffin and get ready for the gym.
Then I got the message with some pretty naff news, but as I say, it's ok now and I don't want to discuss it here. Just mentioning it so you know I'm not 110% this evening.
Anyway... off to the gym and did a really good session there.. then back home via the co-op to get more caffeine free diet coke... the cashier looked at me and suddenly said.. "you've lost a lot of weight haven't you?" LOL I said yes and she told me how every time I have been in recently she wasn't sure if it was me or not and didn't like to ask, but as I was only buying 24 cans of caffeine free diet coke she felt it worth risking it . LMAO.
I will admit, I felt really good about her commenting and it helped keep me focused. Went and picked up more holiday photos from the newsagents... and then came home. No sooner had I sat down then the phone rang - it was Dancing man from Tobago!!
He had rung at 1.30am today and I had missed the call as I was asleep with me ear plugs in! lol It was a really nice surprise and we chatted amiably for a few minutes.
The Babysitter rang me today too - but I missed his call! lol I think it's funny that he calls me....am sure it's only coz he wants to stay here if he comes over for Notting Hill... lol.. well have I got news for him! It ain't gonna happen! LMAO
Whatever, he tried the house and my mobile but as he didn't leave a message I don't feel any compunction to return his calls. lol (get me!!)
After the call from Dancing Man I had a text from my sis... so I rang her.. via mum... told mum about the op news and plan.. she was very pleased about it all but said she didn't think I should lose any more... *sigh
In any case.. I am going to and I will do this last stretch if it damn well kills me!! (which it won't)... wasn't even off the phone when Lucy arrived early to go to Aquafit!
Quick rush around to get into cozzy and put bag together and off we went! It was HARD work! I'm cream crackered.. but... when I got home at 9 I made a huge mug of bouillion and have now eaten a muffin (my third pack of the day).. and feel full and pleased.
So.. a step closer to the golden BMI!!!
Tomorrow I'm going straight from work to meet the lovely Mich - I can't wait! Be warned though Mich - I'm bringing me holiday snaps! lol MUST get the map out and have a look at a route... :giggle: :giggle:
Early night tomorrow night I think.. VERY busy day Thursday... with work, gym assessment, nurse appointment and possibly out in the evening with Trudy... and then it'll be the weekend all over again!
So... night night (am off to lurk on other's diaries..) and then to bed... if asleep before 11 will be dead chuffed and, as Zoe is home, the ear plugs are going in again tonight!
She (Zoe) is eating a flaming chippy at the moment but will be doing my photos for me as soon as she's finished! WON'T be posting them here.. but I will post a couple from todays photo exploring that I did ... I have been sorting out pics for various things.. and found one of me from March 2005... (blue top) and from our family holiday to Turkey (flowery top) in 2003...and one taken of me on hols with sis... swimming in the 'Nylon Pool' - which is a huge area in the sea that has a sea bed of crushed coral and the water is so clear and Princess Margaret said it reminded her of Nylon.. so it got called the nylon pool.. supposedly takes 10 years of you if you swim in it.. so ... that makes me 13 (as I went in 3 times!).. lol... oh an done of me scuba diving!!!!! hope you like the pics...