I definately prefer life without the hangover, and I do feel more alive, but I have to admit relaxing with a glass of something had become far too routine before I gave myself the kick to start thinking about a change.
So, what was it that made me change? Was there a defining moment? Not really, a life long battle, times of being obsessed, times of really not caring. I guess this time I just cared and wanted to make a change.
What I have to make sure of that this is not another cycle, that this is a set change. I secretly want to do that with excercise, but as someone who hasnt really done anything since teenage netball I darent say it to anyone but you all that I want to be able to run.....I really think I'd be good at it! Its mobile, it would fit with my work (I can run anywhere wherever I am working), I love music so I could listen to everything I dont have time to while I jog around the block.
So the question is, how to I start, where do I start, when do I start. I know I need to go slowly, I know I need to start walking. Do people still start off on that scouts pace thing? Run then walk etc? Does anyone have any plans I can look at for incorporating excercise? On line or aps would be great.
I'm off work this week. I just knew how awful it would be so taken the time off, step son doesnt go back to school until Friday 13th (how stuipid is that?) and fella off till Friday. I am hoping we can have a good rid out and maybe even a spring clean. I cant stand "stuff" everywhere, and Christmas means stuff!
Have a good day everyone, I'm off to catch up on your diaries now xx