Born obese , Tomorrow is my New Dawn

[mariavon]

Arghhh Vonny you're doing a Kay with the scales and weighing in too much, lol. Don't let it get you down. You are bound to weigh more after a big meal the night before but once its out of your system you'll be less than ever for your official WI I know it. You did great getting up so early and getting your exercise done for the day. I'm soooo not a morning person but its probably the best time of the day to exercise outside, not too hot and everything looks beautiful in the morning light. I really need to set my alarm an hour earlier and do it before work, but I'm just so sleepy first thing in a morning! I'm sure you're going to get your next award this week, only 3lbs to go! xxxx

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[mariavon]

Evening Von Stay away from the scales.... Although I just weighed do you have an official weigh in day? As that's the one that counts hun xx

I know your both right
I was just curious to see what it showed , I never as a rule scale hop,

I been dr with depression too Bev mine was a similar out come too, but as you say that's in the past,

Kathryn yes I usually wi either a sat or a sun , but lately I'm hopping a bit,

Il stop if you do lol

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[mariavon]

Enjoyed today out in the fresh air, but I have to say that unfortunately my knee is killing me now


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[Kay003]

Take 3 - Vonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnie ...anyone home ? xx

 

[mariavon]

Take 3 - Vonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnie ...anyone home ? xx

Helllloooooooooooo
Helllloooooooooiooo

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[mariavon]

I was just about to log off lol,

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[mariavon]

Are you ok?

I've been so worried , and can't tell you how much I've missed you ,

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[Kay003]

Are you ok?

I've been so worried , and can't tell you how much I've missed you ,

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Huge hugs :bighug: me too secret sis, missed u lots and lots. Thanks for replying to my pm, I just posted on Bevs diary, your stats and hers are amazing, I feel like I must be the slow one of the bunch . Anyway I hope to change that this year. My pattern seems to be feb/april/oct which means my next stone will be in October that's way too long. I really want to get better soon, I'm getting a bit impatient with myself pain is still there ............

 

[Kay003]

...I hope to get better by end of this month so I can restart in July but think it might take me longer I'm so down Vonnie xx

 

[mariavon]

Huge hugs :bighug: me too secret sis, missed u lots and lots. Thanks for replying to my pm, I just posted on Bevs diary, your stats and hers are amazing, I feel like I must be the slow one of the bunch . Anyway I hope to change that this year. My pattern seems to be feb/april/oct which means my next stone will be in October that's way too long. I really want to get better soon, I'm getting a bit impatient with myself pain is still there ............

I'm not doing brilliantly since my op I'm presuming it's mobility related but naughty things have started to creep in occasionally,
I need to keep it in check,
Done ok since Sunday but then chan wanted to cook yesterday and he's like your sis doesn't like the spray oil,

Oh take it easy don't do anything to cause you even more discomfort ,

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[jamjar15]

I know your both right
I was just curious to see what it showed , I never as a rule scale hop,

I been dr with depression too Bev mine was a similar out come too, but as you say that's in the past,

Kathryn yes I usually wi either a sat or a sun , but lately I'm hopping a bit,

Il stop if you do lol

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Lol.... I did think this morning about not weighing but I couldn't not do it lol

 

[mariavon]

...I hope to get better by end of this month so I can restart in July but think it might take me longer I'm so down Vonnie xx

I totally get that, I wasn't expecting this op to effect me like it has ,
And your op was worse than mine,

You'll get back on it Hun but you just need to give yourself the time you need to fully recover if it takes another month so be it, you being well is more important , xx

His was you after your op were you ok with the meds xxx

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[mariavon]

Lol.... I did think this morning about not weighing but I couldn't not do it lol

I wasn't going to , but thought oh just a little peek, but I shouldn't coz if I don't like what I see it has a bad effect on my choices through the day xx

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[mariavon]

Have you been ok on the liquid diet or are you managing to eat other stuff?

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[Kay003]

I totally get that, I wasn't expecting this op to effect me like it has ,
And your op was worse than mine,

You'll get back on it Hun but you just need to give yourself the time you need to fully recover if it takes another month so be it, you being well is more important , xx

His was you after your op were you ok with the meds xxx

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But Vonnie when I did that exercise of seeing how long its taken me to lose each stone it made me realise how much time I have wasted and I should have been at target already by now . Also there are photos in out family album of my cousins wedding a few years ago w, hen I was 9 stone and a slim size 12. Well one of my cousins in the pic gained huge amounts of weight like me but she went even bigger to 20 stone. She has been dieting the last year and has lost 10 stone, she looks amazing , I feel like I've wasted time xx

 

[Kay003]

I have cup soup but doc said its ok to eat regular so I eat normal stuff plus am snacking a lot which is not good xx

 

[mariavon]

I'm the star of wasting time I started this journey 2000, still not blooming completed it,
This was going through my mind Sunday and I spent the day moaning on there about how disappointed I was In myself ,
Yea I've list this year but it's still only losing regained weight how long do I have to keep doing this ,
I totally wasted the past 2 years if not more to yo ing the same 3 stone , I'm fed up if it ,

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[mariavon]

I have cup soup but doc said its ok to eat regular so I eat normal stuff plus am snacking a lot which is not good xx

Oh I'm glad you can eat reg stuff, don't fret too much you will be back on it ,

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[mariavon]

I started following my plan was doing ok sun, mon, tue, the scales showed 3lb down, after chans meal it was 4lb up,
Typical
But I was feeling good for the 3 days I did it

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[mariavon]

I'm going to get back at it tomorrow, not don't too great today , well been out all day so it's just since I came home garbed for convenience I'm afraid

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