Just feel like eating crap today. My sleep is so messed up at the minute. Can't sleep all night for the past few nights. So I fall asleep at like 8/9am and then wake up, try to not sleep all day so I sleep proper the next night but it doesn't work. My whole body is aching and exhausted.
And my stupid boyfriend is no use. I have a hospital appointment tomorrow morning and I go I dunno how I'm gonna deal with tomorrow cos I am gonna be knackered if I don't get sleep again. His response? "Sleep early. It's not hard." Cos, you know, I'm so stupid I don't know how sleep works and I have just been partying the last three nights and brought it on myself and not been in bed all night trying to sleep. I actually wanted to punch him.
I am gonna try and keep on track. I am already thinking theres things in the freezer I could just throw in for lunch. But it's all high calorie and I know I'll regret it on weigh in day. Fingers crossed I can just get through today without eating rubbish!
And my stupid boyfriend is no use. I have a hospital appointment tomorrow morning and I go I dunno how I'm gonna deal with tomorrow cos I am gonna be knackered if I don't get sleep again. His response? "Sleep early. It's not hard." Cos, you know, I'm so stupid I don't know how sleep works and I have just been partying the last three nights and brought it on myself and not been in bed all night trying to sleep. I actually wanted to punch him.
I am gonna try and keep on track. I am already thinking theres things in the freezer I could just throw in for lunch. But it's all high calorie and I know I'll regret it on weigh in day. Fingers crossed I can just get through today without eating rubbish!