Day 67
And I have felt like nibbling !
I haven't of course but I have looked at hubby and kids tea and my mouth has watered !
Sometimes I love CD, other days I feel sad and down. But I think I am learning some inportant things, such as I can be stressed/upset and haven't been able to reach for food as a comfort/crutch. I am hoping I can carry those values to maintenance !
My night out...........well lots of opinions on my post on the main forum, I am still undecided !
I just feel like I may be failing by not doing the whole 12 weeks, then I change my mind and think I deserve to have a night out with friends as I haven't been out in so long. Not the food drink/element, I just think I would like to go for a boogie hehehe !
Anyways I am blabbering ! Not a great day as I have felt hungry, good news tho, the scales new batteries have shown a pound loss.
Ok so not great for a sunday am weigh in, not when official weigh in is wednesday, but it's something and the mystery pound I put on (??????????) has gone !
I would love to lose 3lb this week but will try not to be disappointed if it's 1 or 2, altho knowing me I will be annoyed !
I have thought all week about that pound that appeared after weigh in ! How !!!!!!!!!!!!
I sometimes get frustrated with CD, this is one of those days. I can cook for my family, sit and watch others eat, but sometimes I crave normality.
It's funny the places you avoid, like the cinema - I love having something nice in my hands to watch the film, popcorn, sweets etc.
So I haven't been just in case my hand went into the popcorn bucket !
My hubby and I used to love meals out, again this is something we can't do.
I am worried about the future, about keeping the weight off, and not becoming huge again.
Perhaps today is just a sad day and tomorrow I will be fine, which is what usually happens ! CD is a rollercoaster !!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways thanks for reading and I hope everyone is fine and sticking to plan !
Love and Hugs Cx