Sneaks back in - was it really July since I last posted. Firstly, sorry all for deserting you. I guess I have had a looooong summer break. During that time, not much has changed really. I did start spending a lot of my time on You Tube, it is quite addictive, I kind of got into the "I want to be a vegan" stage, so watched a lot of those guys, I tried it, it wasn't really for me, however I really do think that the natural plant based diet is a very fruitful (pardon the pun) one. It is so good for you, and I will do days still where I will only eat plant based foods.
I returned to SW, but I am currently very half arsed about everything. My foot (for those who recall) is still bad, It turned out to be Baxter Neuropathy and Plantar Fasciitis (big words for what is basically a very hurty foot!) and had to have injections in the soles of both feet
- it was as painful as it sounds, it worked on my left, but not my right. I just need to let it heal. I therefore decided to try yoga, as it was recommended to me. I did my first class (online) last night and I wasn't as bad as I thought I would be. It was specifically to stretch and strengthen feet - we will see. I have my last physio session tonight
So what have we been up to, well we went on our mini cruise which was fabulous and had a new kitchen put in, the conservatory is now finished too. We also hosted a load of BBQs, now that we have our garden, we have been making the most of it!
Reading back on my own diary I solemnly promised that I would lose weight for the cruise in January....and of course I haven't. I have merely teetered between 19.5 and 20.5 stone all summer - and I both hate myself and love eating all at the same time..... I am still petrified of needing a seat belt extension like my last flight, but if I do, I do. I am very worried about my swimming costumes fitting, not because i care about how I look in them physically, but because I am scared that my fat bits are going to spill out of the legs, if you know what i mean!...I have bought some sarongs that I plan on wearing, i considered buying swim dresses, but I felt I would look a bit daft in those.
I think I just need to realise that life would be easier if I lost some weight. I don't want to drop tons, just a few stone and I would be happy. I will never be slim and I am cool with that. I just need to be a heathier me.
And so it goes....