Cheb....Too old to get home with the Dawn Chorus!
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MandyB2
Moderator/CD Counsellor
Chin up hun, I know where you're at 'cause I'm feeling much the same
... I've promised myself that from today I will get the job done.. I'm bored with myself too and I need to prove once and for all that I can do this to the end 'cause I've come to bloomin far to even consider failure at this point. Tomorrow it's one whole year that I've been doing this mad lark and I don't want to be doing it for another!!!!!! Enough is enough.. let's get to that finish tape.. it's in our grasp hun.. let's just do it... we both know we can
Sending big ((((HUGS))))
love xxxxx
... I've promised myself that from today I will get the job done.. I'm bored with myself too and I need to prove once and for all that I can do this to the end 'cause I've come to bloomin far to even consider failure at this point. Tomorrow it's one whole year that I've been doing this mad lark and I don't want to be doing it for another!!!!!! Enough is enough.. let's get to that finish tape.. it's in our grasp hun.. let's just do it... we both know we canSending big ((((HUGS))))
love xxxxx
Roch
Minimins gal x
Cheb hun pls dont be so hard on yourself.You r one strong and special lady, so caring and supportive 2 others and always giving such good advice.
Cheb hun could u maybe think of doing one of the other Cd plans like 790 or 1000 just to ease yourself back into Ssing again and u would also feel in control.
Hun i am sure u will soon get to goal just remember to keep your eyes on the prize.
Am off 2 bed now,have been saying that since 11 and still on the site,no wonder my sciatica is soooo bad.
Sleep well xx
Cheb hun could u maybe think of doing one of the other Cd plans like 790 or 1000 just to ease yourself back into Ssing again and u would also feel in control.
Hun i am sure u will soon get to goal just remember to keep your eyes on the prize.
Am off 2 bed now,have been saying that since 11 and still on the site,no wonder my sciatica is soooo bad.
Sleep well xx
Cheb
Gold Member
Evening All
Another week of false starts, reckon I've started to SS everyday but picked at something or other in varying quantities every day
Now TOTM so maybe that accounts for my stupid urges? Anyhow very cross and fed up with myself, don't feel wodgey, I feel downright fat!!!
Having a Halloween party for the kids tomorrow not sure I'll even bother to try to start to SS again until Monday as buffets are my real weakness.....mmmm...that and everything else DH has bought me a sexy vampire costume to wear, trouble is it's skin tight and I don't think I'm ready to show off my lumps and bumps, don't think the Magic Knickers are up to the challenge!
I have to get back on track, this weight is creeping on and whereas before I'd get to around 11st then maybe gain 1/2 st before shifting it. I now seem to let it go up to 12st before tackling it back down 1/2st. Before I know it an extra 1/2 st will be there then another and another and I'll be back where I started
Think there is no time like the present, after all I've had so many 'Last Suppers' and so many Monday fresh begininings so as of NOW I'm SSing!!!! Wish me luck for tomorrow.
Another week of false starts, reckon I've started to SS everyday but picked at something or other in varying quantities every day
Now TOTM so maybe that accounts for my stupid urges? Anyhow very cross and fed up with myself, don't feel wodgey, I feel downright fat!!!
Having a Halloween party for the kids tomorrow not sure I'll even bother to try to start to SS again until Monday as buffets are my real weakness.....mmmm...that and everything else
DH has bought me a sexy vampire costume to wear, trouble is it's skin tight and I don't think I'm ready to show off my lumps and bumps, don't think the Magic Knickers are up to the challenge! I have to get back on track, this weight is creeping on and whereas before I'd get to around 11st then maybe gain 1/2 st before shifting it. I now seem to let it go up to 12st before tackling it back down 1/2st. Before I know it an extra 1/2 st will be there then another and another and I'll be back where I started
Think there is no time like the present, after all I've had so many 'Last Suppers' and so many Monday fresh begininings so as of NOW I'm SSing!!!! Wish me luck for tomorrow.
KateF
Silver Member
Lots and lots of luck!
Also-did you know Halloween is traditionally a good time to get rid of old stuff-cos it's a festival of death (in a good way) so cos you're involved in a party, you could see that as a symbolic death of not SS-ing and getting ready to be reborn into it the next day.
Er..sorry, a bit waffly- but basically I think now is a really really good time for you to be back in the SS saddle. I'm definitely finding TOTM time contributing to food urges though-I think our bodies just want more then.
Also-did you know Halloween is traditionally a good time to get rid of old stuff-cos it's a festival of death (in a good way) so cos you're involved in a party, you could see that as a symbolic death of not SS-ing and getting ready to be reborn into it the next day.
Er..sorry, a bit waffly- but basically I think now is a really really good time for you to be back in the SS saddle. I'm definitely finding TOTM time contributing to food urges though-I think our bodies just want more then.
HellyBelly
Member
I am joining you!
Hi Honey,
Look it's me - I'm actually finding time to post on your thread, even if it is way gone midnight!
Sorry you are feeling so down about it all. I am so with you on Monday. This week has been a nightmare for me. I have tried so hard not to binge without a lot of success. Having a week off with the kids with lots of time out was the worst thing I could have done as far as dieting is concerned. BUT we've done it before and we will do it again - we're the same weight and have the same goals pretty much now.
It's slightly less than 5 weeks till our weekend - that has to motivate us otherwise, we'll still be here trying to lose that last bit before we go to Dubai next year and that is something I just cannot contemplate. We must be stabilised by then. We just have to be!
Come on girlfriend - we will do it together.
Love Me
x
PS All dry today hee hee!
Hi Honey,
Look it's me - I'm actually finding time to post on your thread, even if it is way gone midnight!
Sorry you are feeling so down about it all. I am so with you on Monday. This week has been a nightmare for me. I have tried so hard not to binge without a lot of success. Having a week off with the kids with lots of time out was the worst thing I could have done as far as dieting is concerned. BUT we've done it before and we will do it again - we're the same weight and have the same goals pretty much now.
It's slightly less than 5 weeks till our weekend - that has to motivate us otherwise, we'll still be here trying to lose that last bit before we go to Dubai next year and that is something I just cannot contemplate. We must be stabilised by then. We just have to be!
Come on girlfriend - we will do it together.
Love Me
x
PS All dry today hee hee!
Barb
Gold Member
Cheb, I feel for you. I wish i could understand why sometimes we are filled with grit and determination whilst other times we just slip and slide and act as though we don't care. It's as though we have 2 ways of dealing with life full on, or barely bothering. When I am in full diet mode I don't think about cheating when I am not all I do is cheat. WHY? I want to be slim so why do I keep sabotaging myself? If we could sort that one out we would not be fighting 7lbs on and 7lbs off all the time. Wish I had some answers for you - on the plus side at least you know you are not alone. Wishing you all the luck to get your head back where it needs to be and hoping very much you will take my head with you! Lots of love
DQ
Queen of the Damned
Hey you
See you are not alone?!! All of us are here with ya, cheering you on, sharing your journey. Really think you have it in you to do this but you need to believe in yourself. Come on, where's that Musketeer spirit?! Let's get cracking - that outfit your hubby bought you sounds gorgeous!!
See you are not alone?!! All of us are here with ya, cheering you on, sharing your journey. Really think you have it in you to do this but you need to believe in yourself. Come on, where's that Musketeer spirit?! Let's get cracking - that outfit your hubby bought you sounds gorgeous!!
Cheb
Gold Member
Thank you all so much for your support, it really means so much to me to know that you're all willing me on too
I decided that starting tomorrow would just be setting myself up for a fall, as I would be the only one SSing and I knew I wouldn't be strong enough. Rather than expose myself to failure I set today as my starting point.
DH ate yesterday so will start again today, along with my CDC and bestest buddy; Hellybelly and her OH. Tpott is with us for a fresh start too.......Seems that we can't fail!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good luck everyone
I decided that starting tomorrow would just be setting myself up for a fall, as I would be the only one SSing and I knew I wouldn't be strong enough. Rather than expose myself to failure I set today as my starting point.
DH ate yesterday so will start again today, along with my CDC and bestest buddy; Hellybelly and her OH. Tpott is with us for a fresh start too.......Seems that we can't fail!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good luck everyone
Cheb
Gold Member
Off I go then, a fresh start. Done my ticker so my weight gain is now a truly terrible reality for all to see. As if it weren't real enough for all to see by just seeing my huge bum!!!!!
I'm now right back up to 12st 4lb 4lb up from yesterday morning!!!! Not sure how that's happenend, don't think I even ate 4lb of food Anyhow the only way is down and I'm going to get right down......
I've got a rotten cough and swollen glands so I'm sipping hot water to try and soothe my throat. Just had a toffee and walnut shake with coffee which was very nice. Off to work now, not expecting to be too busy but I've plenty of paperwork to sort out so no time to think about food.
Have a good day everyone.
I'm now right back up to 12st 4lb
4lb up from yesterday morning!!!! Not sure how that's happenend, don't think I even ate 4lb of food Anyhow the only way is down and I'm going to get right down......I've got a rotten cough and swollen glands so I'm sipping hot water to try and soothe my throat. Just had a toffee and walnut shake with coffee which was very nice. Off to work now, not expecting to be too busy but I've plenty of paperwork to sort out so no time to think about food.
Have a good day everyone.
chicken on a mission
Restarting to lose 4stone
Cheb I wish you all the best to make the most of your renewed determination
You know what you need to do, take one bit at a time and soon the losses will be mounting up. You have the power to be able to do this and to work out what situations you find difficult and why.
Do you thinking and the weigh loss will soon drop into place too
Go for it cheb, your time is now
You know what you need to do, take one bit at a time and soon the losses will be mounting up. You have the power to be able to do this and to work out what situations you find difficult and why.
Do you thinking and the weigh loss will soon drop into place too
Go for it cheb, your time is now
Cheb
Gold Member
Evening All
Day one just about done and dusted, off to bed shortly for a bit of a read away from the kitchen. Drunk about 3lt, haven't felt hungry.
Had one of those phone calls from school today Today it was DD playing up and being a gobby cow in class! Spoke to her tonight and she's got soooo much attitude and is totally unrepentant. Must devise some new punishments.......
Daft DH came home with a halloween costume for the dog. We now have a devil dog!!!!! Great soppy beast just sits there with these horns on his head, not bothered at all
Have dicovered the Arcade....how come I never noticed these games before?????? I've managed to waste all night playing on them
Day one just about done and dusted, off to bed shortly for a bit of a read away from the kitchen. Drunk about 3lt, haven't felt hungry.
Had one of those phone calls from school today
Today it was DD playing up and being a gobby cow in class! Spoke to her tonight and she's got soooo much attitude and is totally unrepentant. Must devise some new punishments.......Daft DH came home with a halloween costume for the dog. We now have a devil dog!!!!! Great soppy beast just sits there with these horns on his head, not bothered at all
Have dicovered the Arcade....how come I never noticed these games before?????? I've managed to waste all night playing on them
