I've not done much of anything today. Having to lie down a lot. Luckily not had any near fainting spells, but I'm on the ball with looking for signs of that happening now. Yesterday and today I just feel like I'm in a constant state of hangover. That's what it feels like and the best way to describe it. It's very odd!
I let myself sleep today and didn't get up till the afternoon. Was still a struggle to get up even after 10hrs sleep. I know I say it a lot, but I'm just exhausted, I really had to force myself to get up. My head was swimming so had to sit down and close my eyes as soon as I got downstairs. Mum made me a coffee when she got in.
I managed to make myself some dinner and then just lay down reading after that.
I did go wash my hair coz I've got a banging headache and thought that might help. It didn't, but at least I'm less manky
I couldn't face driving my Mum to my Nan's so she asked her Sister to come get her. Feel awful, but was probably for the best.
I probably shouldn't be driving, but don't have much choice about it really. I am worse standing up and having to concentrate on something like driving actually helps a bit
I wouldn't do anything dangerous, I promise
But yeah, still feeling very very sorry for myself and very worried. My plan for work is to go in as normal on Monday, speak to my boss, see how I go, and at least if I can't cope people will have seen me and will know I'm not having them on.
Think I'll call the Dr's tomorrow to make an appointment for some time next week. I can't see me getting drastically better, so I might as well make a pre-emptive appointment. Can always cancel it if I do make a miraculous recovery. Just so worried
Yeah I had more nightmares about this last night too. Not being able to cope and stuff. They're really not helping coz I'm waking up panicked and already stressed. I'm just full on joyful at the moment
Low syn so far today. Probably going with a comfort food Green Day, but we'll see where the rest of the day goes.x