Cheekychinchilla's food and stuff

Hey Tace!
I don't usually pay much attention to the side effects, more out of curiosity than anything. But some of these were insane! Scary drug!
Then again, Ellie's meds for her Cushing's come with some hefty warnings on handling and stuff. If we were to give her too much by accident she would probably die pretty quickly. Hers are steroids too, a bit like a type of chemo. Poor hound! But yeah, some drugs are truly scary.

You know what, I was finally exhausted enough to sleep last night! I was trying to read and my eyes were streaming! I didn't sleep too well the night before either, so about time I got some sleep. Think last night I slept solidly from around 2am till 10 and then on and off till around 1pm. I feel exhausted today tho, it's definitely all caught up with me.

Had a nice day yesterday though. I picked Caz up and John met us at Otterspool and we checked out the Mad Hatters Brewing Company party :) It was a bit of a disaster coz Michelle was really sick and couldn't come, and we were supposed to stay for the evening session for the live bands!! And Caz had to be home by 5:30 coz she had other plans. But we heard one guy sing and we got a beer to try each. I got mine in a sealed bottle to take home, but Caz had hers there and we got the same. It was called RedRum and had a scary "The Shining" bunny on the label. she let me try hers and it was vile LOL!! It was a red beer, which was very pretty, but it was too deep and heavy and hoppy for us. So I went and swapped mine for a "Unhinged" pale ale, which had the Cheshire Cat on the label. Had it with my tea and it was much nicer. Still quite hoppy, but a bit citrusy too. Was a bit like a beer cross cider. Nice!
I dropped Caz home and met John back at mine. Howl's Moving Castle was on tv so we watched that. My headache/the cortisol crap kicked off at around 6:30 and my head was horrific. I think I fell asleep a couple of times :eek: Was nice spending a bit more time with him.
He asked to hold my hand, he always asks lol. And I said it was ok today coz the puncture wounds aren't as painful. But he went to cover my hand with his other one and I literally jumped out of my seat and tried to grab his arm with my spare hand! he was lucky I pulled back and didn't smack him one :eek: It's just coz I couldn't bare to have anything touch the 'holes'. He understood, but was a bit on edge lol. I did warn him like!! Some of them are still painful :( No bruises tho, which is odd!

Food's been a bit all over the place. Some's been good and some, erm, hasn't :p I really wanted pizza yesterday night, but instead of ordering in a disgustingly unhealthy yummy takeaway when I nipped to Sainsbury's and got a fresh, thin crust veggie pizza with some pasta, low cal potato salad, and some Home Chips. So really bad, but not as bad as takeaway pizza and chippy chips!!! Had half a bar of Cadbury's Oreo chocolate as well :eek:
I'm sick of my bizarro appetite! I think the last few days have been down to stress and the steroid dose. But I really must try harder. I need to slow down the unhealthy eating. It's difficult on date days or going out with someone. But I need to rein in the unhealthy eating at home. There's no excuse for eating junk at home. Must try harder!! But still, it's not constant crap and over-indulgence, I am eating healthy/SW the majority of the time. Promise ;)

Got a really busy week this week and feel exhausted just at the thought of it. Should be mostly fun tho.
Mon: Dropping the car off to hopefully do the work - if the warranty company agree. I need to avoid the nice cafe!!!
Got a dentist appointment.
And hopefully seeing a work friend for tea at the pub - good healthy start to the week ;)

Tuesday: getting my hair cut and coloured. Luckily she's a mobile hairdresser and comes to the house ;) We have a good time too, she's lovely. One of my Mum's work friends :)

Wednesday: Going to see Cabaret with Mum. WILL YOUNG!!!!!!!!!! :D She got the tickets cheap thru a thing at work. Couldn't care less about the show, but I love Will. He's one of the few pop people/acts I've ever liked. Have met him too and he's lovely ;) Wish I could meet him again though coz I was at my heaviest at the time and the pic makes me a bit sad :(

Thursday: Usually see John on a Thurs. Hopefully be getting the car back around now too.

Friday: I might sleep ALL day ;)
 
Ha ha ha ha love reading your updates, you say it as it is :)
I'm glad you got some sleep even if you feel tired still. The mad hatter's brewing company party sounds great, I like cask ales but not the pale ones. I love the dark ones like stout, mild and porter,mmmm.
John sounds like a real gentlemen, the world could do with more. It's really sweet he asks to hold your hand.
Well done on picking the healthier pizza option, I think as long as you're eating healthy most of the time it will stop you putting on too much.
And by eck you've got a busy week. How you having your hair done? x x
 
Hahah! Yeah, I like being honest in my posts lol. I always have been on forums and the likes. Quite like my style of 'writing' ;)

I think this week has just caught up with me and coz I don't have to do anything today (other than me sorting the bunnies and poo-picking!) I think my mind and body has gone "Sigh. We can have a rest!"

He really is a gentleman! He's totally taken it to heart that I'm not overly tactile and like my own space. And obviously when I've had blood tests and stuff I'm even more aware of myself and do close off even more. He's being very good, he really is! Can't believe I've seen him 3 times this week!
He keeps telling me how hot and gorgeous I am and how good I've looked when I've seen him. It's nice, it really is, but hard to accept when you don't see it yourself. Ah well, if he's happy to see me as hot I might as well let him :p
I was talking to Rachelle's boyfriend the other night and said me and Michelle are now "wives" lol. He said I was definitely the hotter one :eek: :eek: Wtf?! lol

I'm having my hair done like I did last time. But my hair's a pain and never, ever comes otu the same way. So it'll be just a trim - but choppy "rock chick" layers. And the base colour will be a deep red-brown with bright red and copper highlights randomly placed. It's always interesting to see how it comes out. My hairdresser always laughs and says my hair is always a surprise!

This is the brewing company: Mad Hatter Brewing Company | toothsome artisanal alchemic ales
You probably would have liked that red ale Tace! It was very pretty at least :) xx
 
Thanks Tace! It's the only 'girly' thing I spend serious money on. I do like having my hair dyed interestingly :) I only get it cut and coloured every two months, so not too bad :)

Als, I have the most awful pain!! It's down my sides and upper abdominal area - uh oh! It started after lunch today and felt like I'd been kicked in the ribs. But since I've had my tea it's much, much worse!!! Well, if I needed even more of a reason to get back to eating healthily I've certainly got it now.
Hoping it's maybe trapped wind and nothing to do with the pesky gall stones :argh::d'oh: Taken some antacid/wind relief things and drinking peppermint tea....

Btw, everyone check out these pictures. It's photo's of wildlife in an abandoned house in Finland. Absolutely stunning!!
Abandoned House in the Woods Taken Over by Wild Animals | Bored Panda

 
Omg I smiled all thru those photos :) loved them!!!! Thanks for sharing :) xx
 
The abandoned house photo's? They're stunning aren't they?! Loved them :D

Oh guys I had such a rough night. I was in so much pain. I had a band of pain running all the way round, just under my ribs. Particularly painful on the right hand side - couldn't even lean in the direction of my right hand side, the pain was so bad!! I ended up coming down and heating up a wheat bag and I placed it over my right side. It's big enough to get half way round my tummy and back. That actually helped quite a bit and I got about an hour's sleep. In the end I gave up at 5:30 and took some strong painkillers. Didn't expect them to work, but they did and I fell asleep some time after 6. Was awake at 8 though coz I had to go drop off the car :cry:
I'm so TIRED!! Pretty big reminder that I need to start eating healthily again! :eek:

Dropped the car off just after 9 and walked the 40mins home. Had to walk past the Neighbourhood Cafe with my eyes closed :p

Just had some porridge with banana and bluberries in. The last of my 'naughty' gingerbread porridge :( At least it's gone now.

Gotta go to the dentist just before 12 and I'll have a low syn lunch when I get back - something on toast I'd imagine.

And then off out to tea with a work friend. We're going to the local pub again, but they've changed the bloody menu and there really isn't much for veggies. There's one 'sharing' starter, which is a baked Camembert. Can't remember what the 1 veggie starter is. And there's only two veggie mains. One sounds quite nice, its a wholemeal crust quiche with pea and brie filling with salad. The other one is a chilli pasta, but the main ingredients are mushrooms and olives :( So don't have much choice really.
Might go for the quiche and get some sweet potato fries and try my absolute best to avoid the desserts!
Won't be drinking, just diet Coke.

Going to have to try really hard to not just fall asleep today. Not going out to tea until 7:30/8pm. Gonna be knackered!x
 
Aw sorry To hear about your bad night :( and the dentist too in the same 24 hours .. Poor u .. I hate the dentists ..... :(
Hopefully your meal out wil cheer you up! I hate going to places where a veggie option is either very minimal or the choice isn't great ..... :(
Ooooo yeah ... the photos of the abandoned house were amazing ... Anything animal amazes me - deffo cheered me up lookin at them :) xx
 
Sorry to hear you're in pain just to add to everything else that's going on :( I used to have similar symptoms when I was severely stressed, my stomach is always the first place it strikes, pains in my stomach stretching up my chest and around my back, it was so bad I'd be curled up crying with pain. I had to have muscle relaxants because it made me throw as well and it was making me very ill :( I now know the signs of it happening I need to calm down and relax I normally get in a hot bath, the heat helps relax the muscles. I hope it eases off for you.
I love the photos of the abandoned house, a real wildlife sanctuary :) And beautifully taken pictures that will have taken some time and patience.
I find it quite hard eating out, but I tend to ask them if they change things or leave ingredients off so I get something I can eat. Hope you have a nice time tonight x x x
 
It must be hard to eat out as a vegan Tace? I never thought of that, I always moan about veggie options but I bet vegan is mega hard :( x
 
I used to be really scared of the dentist, but I'm not now. It was only because this one horrible woman ignored me telling her I was in pain, even with anaesthetic. Have since found out I need a special type of anaesthetic, without adrenaline, or it doesn't work. I only had a check-up today and she did a clean while I was there coz I said I was worried about the stains I'd gotten. My mouth's a bit overcrowded so some of my teeth overlap and can get some stains :eek: But now they're all nice again and feel squeaky clean! Also saw the really nice Romanian lady I saw a while ago - I thought she'd left! I do like her :)

I was in a pretty good mood, apart from being so tired. But got home to a letter from the hospital. I've got my endocrine appointment. It's in NOVEMBER! Are they actually joking?! I've waited 2 months and they want me to wait another 2?! :mad:
I'm due to see my other referral Doctor in 2 weeks anyway, but wondering if I call his secretary and see if I can speak to someone. That's ridiculous and I can't wait that long! Might give them a couple of days to get my results from last week and see if they call me. If they don't, then I'll have to pester. It's an absolute joke! I need to go back to work and I want my life back!!

Also got a letter from my work's head office and they've arranged a meeting with someone from HR about my absence. It's on the 20th Sep. That's going to be a busy week. Got a referral appointment on the 18th, Chester Zoo/Lemur Experience on the 19th, and now a meeting on the 20th. At least I'll look knackered and ill by the time I see work people :p
I just want to go back though and I want to be better. Why is it so hard and taking so long?! :cry:
 
Monday Food: Had better start keeping track again. Might make me behave a bit more ;)

Breakfast: Porridge, banana, blueberries, maple syrup, and hazelnut milk.

Dinner: 2 Linda M Sausages, half a tin of spaghetti, cheesy scrambled eggs, wholemeal toast, crispy potatoes, and sauce.

Tea at the pub: Pea and brie wholemeal quiche with salad, relish, sun dried tomatoes, and sweet potato fries.
NO DESSERT!!!!!!!

Drinks: Coffee. Coke Zero.
 
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No wonder your good mood vanished, I'd be furious if they made me wait 2 months for an appointment only to find out that appointment is in 2 months. These people obviously don't think about their patients having lives and jobs to get on with, they'd soon be carrying on if it was them.
Has work said anything more about you being off? x x
 
I've had no contact with my boss. I sent her a long email on Friday, but not had anything in reply. I didn't know I'd have to see someone from HR :( That's a bit scary.

I am so, so annoyed at the referral appointment. 4 months?!! I don't know what I'm going to do, but I really can't wait that long. I'm going to have to be really, really honest with my referral Dr when I see him in a couple of weeks (if not before!) and say that for the sake of my mental well being we have to do something. I mean, ffs, last week I was even thinking it had of been better if I wasn't around any more so I wouldn't be a burden or hassle for anyone. I've mostly stopped thinking like that, but it was still there to start with. I can't live like that!!

My side feels a bit tender now, but nothing like it was. I have a feeling that I probably annoyed my gall bladder with all the junk I've been eating :eek: At least it's made me think and hopefully will help me keep on track more. I get this sort of pain every so often, but I always thought it was trapped wind! maybe it was gall stones all along. Doesn't happen frequently enough for me to tell them though :p x
 
Most companies send you to see HR or a company doctor when you've had quite a long time off sick. They will assess you to see whether you're capable of returning to work and fulfilling your role and duties. Unfortunately they can also dismiss you legally after six months if they feel you can't do your job on medical grounds, so they don't have to keep on paying you :( Different companies have different standards, some will dismiss you whereas others will help you back into work. Your boss will probably been told not to say too much until you've seen HR. x x
 
My boss told me that my job was safe and that they couldn't sack me. Sh*t!!! I've got to go back to work. I can't lose this job, I really can't. It means too much to me and it took me too long to get it!
What on earth am I supposed to do?! :cry:

They kept my friends job open for two years even though she had terminal cancer and wouldn't be going back. But they only had temps covering her until she died, they didn't replace her.

I've been off three months now :(
 
My boss told me that my job was safe and that they couldn't sack me. Sh*t!!! I've got to go back to work. I can't lose this job, I really can't. It means too much to me and it took me too long to get it!
What on earth am I supposed to do?! :cry:

They kept my friends job open for two years even though she had terminal cancer and wouldn't be going back. But they only had temps covering her until she died, they didn't replace her.

I've been off three months now :(
If your boss said your job was safe I wouldn't worry, they're probably just following procedure. And if they did that for your friend I'd say it was one of the companies that will help you get on the road to recovery and help you ease yourself back into work :) So I wouldn't worry if I was you x x x
 
They are, or at least seem to be, a very caring and sensible place to work for. Charities always have a very good reputation for looking after their staff!

It just worries me that if that IS true and they wouldn't be breaking the law?!

The letter, and my boss has said previously, that it's about catching up with what's going on and working out how to support me. I know they have to be nice and say things in a nice way, but they do seem to be really good.
At the start my boss said my job was safe because if they sacked me for being sick I could take them to court and make a lot of money.

I understand that if it came to a BAD diagnosis and I was unfit for my job, then I guess fair enough. But my boss has said that even if there are some long term effects of whatevers going on that they will try their best to support me and even look at changing the wording of my contract and job role. So I think I'm ok. Can't help but worry tho!

Plus, I don't want to be off for another bloody 3 months! Think I'd better put my brave hat on and call my referral Dr tomorrow and see if they can do anything!

In other news, I've not heard from the garage :confused: I will assume no news is good news for now. Eeeep!x
 
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