Cokes- back to it

[cokes]

I'm totally disgusted. I have waited 6 hours to be contacted. Eventually I'll get some money tomorrow but the person I eventually spoke to was awful. You'd think it was his money. Actually it's a hell of alot less than I've paid into the system little s***head. Bunch of morons. I've done nothing but cry all day. I don't need this. All I want is a job and a little bit of dignity but this system makes you feel like a scrounger when you genuinely claim, yet some have never worked and never intend on getting a job and seem to be doing just fine. This country stinks.

I want ice cream.

 

[Leanne1]

Awwww, I'm sorry you have had such an awful day. No ice-cream though. Go for a nice long walk and get some fresh air. Feel better sweetie.

 

[cokes]

Thanks Leanne.

I'm sorry for venting on here but I have no one to talk to through the day really. Seriously need to get out.

I don't have any ice cream. Still want it though. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day with the possibility of cracking a smile if I'm lucky.

Weigh in day tomorrow too. Won't go til later in the afternoon to Boots though as my prescription won't be ready until then, might as well do both together rather than go twice. Good thing is with all the crying my eyes don't feel as itchy with hayfever pollen. Silver linings eh?

 

[Kat1e]

Oh sweetie - what a rubbish day. ((hugs))
Xx

 

[ladyfelsham]

Hiya Rachel

Crikey what an ordeal, so sorry you had to go through that, what horrid people! Still, sorted now, which is good. I know it does make you feel rubbish - but you're not, you sound lovely to me - and you can vent and let it all out anytime here

When you feel like ice cream next time try some cream cheese and cocoa and splenda, whip it up and stick in the freezer for 5 mins - not perfect, but we can pretend

 

[Jim]

Morning rachel, how are you today love?

 

[cokes]

Thank you so much everybody!!!!!

It's time to fess up. I did find a little maltesers ice cream bar in the freezer. It was so good. My first cheat since starting. After I had it I was trying so hard to regret it, but I couldn't as I still had the taste in my mouth

So it's plenty of water for me today and bacon and eggs. One thing isn't ruining this for me, so back to strictness. Just got to move on now. I do hope that those awful people got really stressed yesterday and stuffed themselves with carbs and gain 5lbs this week. I'm so evil.

Anyway best get sorted and take the doggies for their jaunt out

 

[ladyfelsham]

No, I'll send bad vibes to them too :vibes:

 

[cokes]

Thanks. I never normally wish anybody bad thoughts but yesterday took the P.

Anyway today is another day. Weigh day too and I've lost a fab 3lbs this week. Can't believe it. I stepped on the scale convinced I was going to be heavier. I haven't forgot last nights slip though so I'm glugging lots of water as don't want to see it on the scale next week.

I'm just gonna try and chill today. I should probably go and make some lunch as well, didn't realise it is nearly 2pm

 

[ladyfelsham]

YAYE! You never can tell with Atkins, if it's going to be a loss or not

 

[cokes]

Thank god it was, I probably would have smashed the scale up if not, or thrown it through the job centre window! Ha! My evil rage still poring out of me!!!! I'm normally such a mild mannered person, it takes alot to push my buttons usually. I mean I used to work with psychotic people some of whom used to tell me to f off constantly and I still went to work with a smile on my face. At least they all had an excuse I suppose. Rudeness in people that have no excuse is a big factor that pushes my buttons. I need to let this go, I'm getting wound up again. Might have a bubble bath after lunch. Not cos I'm stinky or anything, just to chill.

And a nice walk, in the rain with my 2 gorgeous pooches

 

[ladyfelsham]

Do the walk, then the bath...just a thought lol

 

[LVLLM]

woop fantastic loss babes x

 

[cokes]

Yeah Susie the walk came first. Unfortunately my mother popped in and shouted at Bonnie for barking (and she doesn't say it she shouts) so I told her not to speak to my dog like that, and she wasn't welcome back if she continued. Didn't take her long to leave! Wasn't in the mood for her being nasty to my dog as well as all the other crap she comes out with. My house, my rules. I've told her the BBQ for hubby's birthday is off as well. I just don't want her ruining it. Of course john's family will still be coming but she doesn't have to know that.

Need a holiday or a hunky man to massage my tension away. John can't massage to save his life, he just kind of rubs lightly. Bless him.

There's nothing on tv tonight is there? I might have to dig a film out. The one I watched the other night was The Rite with Anthony Hopkins. Certainly not the best film I've seen in my life but I've seen alot worse. Anthony Hopkins was the best, he is a very good actor. Generally any films with him or Denzel Washington are good.

John will be home soon so I'd better pop his dinner in soon. And hide the chocolate that I got him from the dogs for his birthday. The dogs always buy us pressies for birthdays (I know it's a bit sad) but I think if they really could they would so I help them out

 

[LVLLM]

Aww i love the fact the dogs buy pressies. I have got a card in my drawer that i found that says from the dog
Is is still raining?

 

[cokes]

No just quite cloudy, probably gonna pour down soon though. Are you about to finish work?

 

[Kat1e]

Hiya - like the poochie pressies. I got a nice pressie from our cats too last week

 

[cokes]

It's so kind of our pets to be so thoughful isn't it!
They have bought him a card but I'm gonna make him a card from them too with glitter pens and put their muddy paw prints on it. We'll have fun doing that tomorrow. Ha ha ha

 

[cokes]

Must go he'll be back soon, put the burgers on the grill!

 

[cokes]

Well it's 1.10am. Don't think I'll be sleeping tonight so Good Morning everyone!!!!!!